I got to learn not to take anyone for granted.
I got to learn to love your rough edges.
I got to make you understand how to get to know me,
how to be with me.
I don’t know what to expect out of myself either, darling.
I can’t possibly prepare you of what is yet to come.
I know that you couldn’t handle me sometimes,
you just didn’t know what to say,
you utter the wrong combination of words with the worst possible timing.
You meant well, but it came out all wrong.
But you are my biggest supporter,
you want what is best for me regardless of how it makes you feel.
Whatever it was, as long as I am doing what I preach.
You remind me again, and again what I said to you,
and that I should do it too.
I do not know why I hesitated, sometimes I can’t see clear,
sometimes the past haunt me, and I can’t make up my mind about what’s in front of me.
Sometimes I’m blinded by past promises, I forgot that people change, time won’t stop for anyone and so should I.
I’m sorry if I ever hurt you in any way, made you feel that I always favour someone else over you.
I care about you, and I am not the type to choose over the other.
Please know that I am glad I have you, and I wanna continue having you.