“next time bagitahu!”
i want to say this OUT LOUD
BECAUSE I WISH THAT YOU STOP TELLING ME THAT I ASK MORE THAN I DESERVE AND IM SUCH A NUISANCE FOR EVERYONE FOR ASKING THINGS.. BECAUSE I WISH WHEN I KEEP IT IN THEN YOU’LL SLOWLY FORGET MY EXISTENCE AND STOP BEING MAD AT ME FOR LIVING IN SOME PART OF YOUR LIFE. AND I WISH I STOP FEELING SO USELESS BECAUSE I HAVE TO LET ALL THE HARSH WORDS YOU SAID SLIDE INTO ME BUT NO WORDS COME OUT FOR ME TO DEFEND MYSELF BECAUSE I KNOW IM VERY HELPLESS. BECAUSE THAT ONE DAY WHEN I’VE TOLD YOU THAT PLEASE HEAR ME THIS ONE TIME IM SO TIRED TO STAY SILENCE AND YOU SAID I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU AND IM GONNA BE VERY SORRY IF YOU DIE ONE DAY BUT.
HEY
what will you actually feel if im the one turn out to be dead.