Featured: Atilea Farrahnaz

Dreamer; published poet.

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Miss You Proper

how do i teach myself to not want. have i not done all that i can fuck i went from begging you to begging myself. and it wears me out to speak so loudly of you. to speak of you at all. see me bleed out and splatter i’ve been clawing at myself. ask me […]

Where Should I Belong

Where Should I Belong?   If there is anything that I am good at, surely it will be waiting.   It had been two weeks since I left that dark and cramped box and lived here.  My spirits brightened upon sitting on the “new arrival” section. However as time passed by, new generation replaced me […]

[TW] Still

Do you remember last year, When I prayed for death, I kept saying without fear, To give me your wrath? I’m alive still though not sure why, But I’m barely living a good life, I wonder still when will I die, More often than I wonder if I’ll be a wife. You see I’m not […]

Gabi

Serjat luka teruk malam itu. Dia sukar duduk.   Sejak menimba ilmu dengan Pak Meon, jurus dan aksi teman lelakinya makin hebat. Tajam dan berkesan.   Usai pusingan ketiga, mereka berhenti. Siap menggabi, mereka sambung lagi. Pin 0

Berlari dalam kotak insaniti

Aku bukanlah seorang penulis. Hanyalah seorang wanita yang ingin didengari, waima selalu menyendiri, seperti radio yang bunyinya bagai menunggu hari. Aku disini bukanlah untuk menceritakan soal pilunya hati disakiti kekasih ‘sejati’. Kerana bagiku, pilu itu semua kisah dulu, kisah lalu, yang cuma buat diriku haru dan biru. Kisah hari ini, adalah kisah sepi. Sepi seorang […]

The Epitome of Everything

You are a cluster of everything i crave. Brilliance, maturity and a little bit sense of humour.   You are a group of everything i believed in. Your words, your thoughts and your undying love.   You are everything i love about the stars above us a beautiful mess, about the sea upon us serenity […]

Cheer Up

Cheer Up   When you want to give up Always look up Make better make up As you grow up Remember to cheer up Before you back up   When time count up As  you speed up Always cheer up And all suit up Before you follow up Life is nothing but a mix up […]

second one to know

Let us not talk about what if , or only if because obviously that is not going to happen. The more we grieve about it , the distance with are with reality. Right now we both know, there is nothing can be done here. We can’t move to the right ; a best friend and […]

Self-Taught Child

“Where did you learn this?” Most would ask me this. A 22-year old who could crochet bags, pouches and much more. People was amused as it was not a common hobby here in Malaysia plus a young-adult?. My answer would always be “My mom, she was a start” She is. She is a start to […]

My Best Man Getting Married.

rq – Here is what I wanted to write to my best man who is getting married. You were once my wonder wall, And now you are hers. You were once my best mate, And now you are hers. The days and times we have spent together, Seems like long ago. And it really was. […]

Love – Real Talk

Ever since little we’ve been bombarded about stories of Disney’s princess and the tale of Romeo and Juliet; Of how love is this great energy, force, or power that transcends all thing we can understand. Of how we should spend our lives searching for this gift we’ve born to find; Only to realise real world […]

Why are you not here

Why are you 4 hours away I want you here and stay when my heart is at the lowest or even when I’m highest I just want you here anyway.   Why are you only in this rectangular glass, coming from a small tiny hole. And the warmth of your hugs  replaced by the heat […]

yeah

i can already feel how my week is going to be. shitty as any other week. i can already feel my presence being unwanted. friends turning their backs, smiles turning to frowns. im needed only when wanted, till im used i no longer matter. i serve no purpose as a friend, there is nothing i […]

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