Eureka (!)

tubuh yang berjisim itu wujudnya seperti tabung hutang pada Tuhan kau titipkan bayaran cinta manusia                   dan roh janji-janji makhluk itu bernyawa gersang                                     melihat para hidup berlari mengejar awan hitam                                                                         yang                          memuntahi darah kalam dari Tuhan kau baca merimbunkan rindu abadi membaca hati yang luka melambaikan bahagia                                                       menyambut bahagia kau […]

A start

How to start? Why am I here? I have so many things to said where I don’t think my friend can handle the truth of me. I have this side which is the bad one. Would you guys accept me wholeheartedly without being judgemental? 00 Pin 0

Tweet

Berkicau bersuara Lunak diudara Di hening pagi Asalnya begitu Deruman jentera Kelas pekerja Tenggelam suara dunia Sekarang begini Berlindung berkurung Penjarakan sosial Kicauan jadi peneman Kembali begitu 00 Pin 0

Tunggu

Hari ini giliran aku untuk bertugas sebagai bilal di masjid. Usai solat Subuh pagi tadi, aku hanya mampu untuk bersihkan ruang solat ala kadar sahaja. Maklumlah, yang ada cuma aku dan Imam bertugas di masjid. Jemaah juga dah mula berkurang sejak minggu lalu. Selepas jumlah kes positif naik mendadak awal Mac, aku dah agak bilangan […]

jiwa tempat berpulang

Pernah suatu masa kita masih terlalu dangkal untuk memaham dunia, kita menyangka hanya rumah beralamat itu tempat untuk berpulang. Mungkin kerana kita sudah terlalu lama menetap di dalamnya, mungkin kerana kita sudah selesa menghirup udaranya. Pernah seorang teman yang berasal dari negeri Che Siti Wan Kembang berkata dalam canda, bahawa walaupun ibunya berada di ibu […]

pet peeves.

so i have came across tweets about cleanliness and people’s attitude. and i could relate it to my daily observation too, which adds up to my pet peeves list. so they are; people who leave the dining table messy after they take their meals. they don’t even try to clean the leftovers dropped from their […]

routine

happy friday. here i go again. last night i fell asleep earlier than the usual time because throughout the day i was at work and i had pms pain and headache until i returned home. i went to bed at 9.30  pm  just as i finished folding clothes and couldn’t sit any longer with my […]

White Room

May wakes up in a white room.  She blinks the sleepiness away and sits up. Taking in her surroundings, everything she can see is white. From the walls, empty of any decoration nor furnitures, to her bed sheets and blanket and even the clothes she has on her. She cannot remember how she got here, […]

Back, again.

Hey, I guess I’m back again. It’s a yearly kind of visit I guess. Things haven’t been much fun and all. I guess being here means that I need a certain form of escape. A venting point. I just finished reading a friend’s entry and I guess I should try it again. So, this is […]

Mendung di Gasang

Seketika aku mendongak menatap langit yang gelap menunggu titisan-titisan harapan membasahi kemarau kehidupan  ditadah sungai-sungai perasaan agar tumbuh segar lagi saujana mata memandang  sebuah harapan baharu yang tidak pernah putus   Sebuah keganjilan yang kulihat pada genapnya tahun masihi selautan tinta tidak dapat menulis segunung lembaran tidak mampu mencatat anehnya tingkah laku dunia seakan gerhana […]

Insecurities

I wrote this at 3 am on one of those nights where i couldn’t sleep. have you ever feel lonely? you have friends but there’s still an occupied space in your heart that’s still searching for something, or someone. a void. an unknown. you’re having trouble sleeping because it gives space for the monster in […]

Hujan

Bersatu dengan hujan, Menyelam dalam tulisan. Berlayar bersama udara, Sesak dalam hela. Fikiran dibiar bebas, Huruf sebagai nafas.   28 Februari 2020. Atap. +10 Pin 1

Hi Ma

I finally have the courage to post. 31-07-2019 I went to work like always, I had a weird feeling. I told my friend that I’m coming home late that day. I came to work and get most of my tasks done. At 12.48pm, my phone rang and it was my brother : ”Can you leave […]

untitled

sometimes i look in the mirror and don’t see myself as a good person. i hurt myself, i shut everyone out when they get too close, sometimes i think i’m also selfish for taking care of my own heart. it hurts me to think that someone will look at me straight in the eyes and […]

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