Love Yourself

Reading back the old posts, it’s been a year. Last year I was struggling finding permanent job. This year, 2020, alhamdulillah. I was confirmed as a permanent staff, I’m engaged and I have bought a house. Yet all these successful things I have done. But yet I still failed to do this one thing. I […]

2020

To me, it is a wonder As we get older We forget that our parents aren’t getting any younger either We always see them as the most capable people We’re always busy with our own life, with work That it blinded us that our time with them are so little That we always took it […]

Some thought.

How can someone leave when they used to promise; they will forever stay? After all If that’s your choice, nothings left I could ever say. Perhaps those good old days; won’t bother me anyway. I pray so that in the future, we’ll never had chance to cross the same way. +70 Pin 0

Ayah

Ketika takbir berkumandang di pagi yang mulia Rasa hiba tiba di dada Apabila ku dilayar ke arungan rindu Menitip bayangan samar wajahmu Titisan air mata Pipi kemerahan menahan sebak yang tiba Mengubah raut wajah kirana ibu Hatinya menjerit dihanyut rindu Sesungguhnya cinta Tuhan pada umat-Nya itu mulia Qada’ dan qadar yang dijanjikan Maha Berkuasa Kadangkala […]

Taste You Once

I taste your lips once, and I cant stop myself from wanting more. Sweet, warm and lovely, that’s all I can remember. From small talk, we locked eye to eye to a passionate kiss. I can still feel you in me. It ended too soon, without an opening or even closure. Your smell still linger […]

January Ending

I sat on your thorns, January, a losing queen- while you stretched over the kingdom like a slow plague; you have made the people sick, brought out teeths in a room full of gentle farmers   all those blood on your hands, January, I watched a mutiny unfold after your trail- angry torches we have […]

The Woman in Black

I’m being watched. Ever since I got home from… I can’t escape the constant surveillance, or something more sinister than that. Stalked. Yes, maybe that is a more correct term to use. Every movement made, every word uttered, every expression produced are under intense scrutiny of that woman in black. But my mother and my […]

long live ARIA’S

“You call this music?” Uh-huh. Ariz dengan pen di tangan, di tengah-tengah strokesnya selamba bertanya. “Uh-huh.” Aria tenang menyiapkan solekan mata di hadapan cermin di ruang tamu. “It’s MY music, abang.” Sengih.  Aria menentang mata yang bertanya tanpa insurans. Pedih. I wish my heart didn’t feel like it was shattering inside of me. Solekan mata […]

I wrote you as a good dream

ONE I heard that the size of a human heart is approximately the size of their fist; and still, I know nothing of your heart though I thought I had it- which is to say I’ve never seen you fold a fist and yet have felt every punch   TWO I wrote you as a […]

Roses

Mrs. Stevenson was outside of her house and her old self was struggling to carry sacks of soil into her back garden. George, playing the good neighbour, stopped in the middle of his evening jog to give her a hand.  “These just came?” George asked while putting the sacks into a wheelbarrow, his voice strained […]

A Journey Of Happiness

When I asked “how are you?” over two cups of hot chocolate in our favorite cafe, You give me collections of sugar coated of “I am okay.” Don’t get me wrong, I would love to hear that you are doing okay but I want the truth. Dear, your eyes are bad at lying, you should […]

Fix Me

I want to write something, I want to write again. But my words are always tainted with the memories of you; the memories of us. Everything from colours to weathers, flowers and places, my mind seems to enjoy wandering back to a memory – instead of writing something that doesn’t end with, “Why’d you have […]

escapism

Don’t hold onto me. Let me go. Won’t you? Let me fly and spread my wings. Away and away. Let my heavy soul wanders and lost. Don’t find me. I can always find my way back, If i want to, Not that I ought to. Let me find pieces of peace, that has been missing […]

Bukan Ikan Di Pasar

Terlalu tinggi darjat punca kau jadi keparat. Otak berkarat, hati hitam pekat. Baru berpangkat sudah rasa diri terlalu hebat. Boleh tentukan nilai seseorang pada mata kasar.. Bukan tengok pada dasar.. Hoi.. menilai orang bukan seperti memilih ikan di pasar.. Selam dalam dalam.. Kenal luar dalam Ini tidak. Tahunya cuma menganyam, menghantam tetapi mengaku Islam. Lupa, […]

Pesan Ibu

Ibuku sering berpesan.. Berhati-hati memilih teman, yang baik di hadapan belum tentu suci dalaman. Busuk hati, penuh dengan kebencian, ibarat gunting dalam lipatan. Madu ku beri penuh senyuman, dibalas racun di balik tangan. Selagi aku dianggap berkepentingan, silakan ambil kesempatan. Jangan nanti diambil tindakan, Jari kau tunding salahkan pendengaran, Padahal mulut tak henti menyebarkan. Yang […]

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