Living with insanity

My brother is a paranoid schizophrenic. He constantly thinks that people are listening in to our(the family) conversations, that people are sending curses to us, he thinks he’s god, he puts salt all over the house thinking it will protect us somehow.. but on the bad days when his paranoia gets out of hand he […]

surat dari Jauhar

Salam dari kejauhan. (dari pandangan mata, tapi tak pernah di hati). Moga warkah ini menemui tuan dalam keadaan yang baik-baik sahaja. Moga tuan berada di dalam peliharaan Tuhan walau di mana kaki tuan menjejak, ke mana pun langkah tuan menapak. Tuan, entah apalah isi dari warkah ini, saya pun keliru. Mungkin hanya mahu bercerita kepada […]

Happy Belated Birthday

am I allowed to make room for grieving again; go through bits and pieces of someone no longer here, lament his absence how the earth feels less land more saltwater- an eternity of drifting   March comes with delayed gratitude, sometimes I think I forget his face long enough to forget how his mother looked like- […]

Kerana Korona

Oleh Hamba-Li Dunia yang dahulunya selesa dan luas, Kini dirasakan tidak selamat utk didiami, Saban hari hati terasa sempit, Seolah dunia ini semakin mengecil, Seolah setiap ceruk mula menggelap, Mulalah sepi menyinggah, Seperti berjalan berseorangan, Walaupun keliling orang masih ramai, Jalan raya yang dahulunya sesak, Kini lengang tiada sesakan, Ibu kota yang dahulunya riuh seperti […]

I Saw Mine

By Miracle Worker When you were born, I was the happiest man alive. But I was also nervous. I was scared of the fact that I’m about to carry a whole lot of responsibilities from now on. Being a father is no easy task, or so I was told. I’m known by people as one […]

Confess: Yes or No?

By Chunsongyi 1. To fall in love with someone, we actually don’t have the power to control it. Just do your best to keep moving on because it’s not the time yet since our priority is studies and of course, parents. Even Aishah (fake name) told me dari dulu, “Siti (fake name), love tu datang […]

Intro

‘Qisa, jom main bola’ ‘Qisa, kau nak satu team dengan aku tak?” ‘Qisa, esok kita main lagi tau’   Yeah! Jarang masuk ke dalam cuping telinga ku perkataan-perkataan sebegini. Dalam fikiranku, mereka hanya akan menganggap aku ini hanya seorang budak mentah yang tidak menpunyai apa-apa kelebihan yang boleh mereka mengambil manfaat sama. Pada aku, mereka […]

me too

every day, i died a little bit more inside. longing for you seems like the hardest thing i ever done in my whole life. i miss you so much that my heart breaks every time i remembered your smile. those pair of hazel eyes that i often fell deep into, now seems dark and blurry. […]

Suka

I like you. Why? Because you are different from the others. Sounds cliche but that’s what I see. But do you even like me? Because I am different too? Nah I can’t expect that because it’s up to what you think. 00 Pin 0

Terluka

Random thought at 9 pm. Aku terluka Hatiku diragut membelah nyawa Hilang percaya ditelan dia   Aku terluka Setiap bibit diratah masa Mana ku melihat adanya dia   Aku terluka Waktu dihembus merawat duka Nafasku hilang separuh nyawa 00 Pin 0

My Sad Days

The worst things about sad days are when you started to feeling this tightness of your chest, the stabbing pain, the sharp pain, all in together. You can’t breathe, you are hyperventilating. Your eyes, it gets teary. Your face are wet with tears. And it is suffocating, this feelings. But you continue to cry, until […]

I’ll be waiting

Do you have someone you can talk to? About your everyday? About when you are sick? About your sense of failure, about your worries? About your joy? About your happiness? If you do, appreciate that person. Because I don’t have that someone to talk to. I kept things to myself, all my joy and happiness […]

KAMU,AKU SUKA

Kamu, Buat hatiku tak tentu, Buat hatiku bercelaru, berkali-kaliku bertemu, Ku tak pernah jemu Dan aku, Tidak pernah layu, Sebelumku mengenalimu Jika kamu mengerti dengan hatiku, Aku sanggup berlari sepuas hatiku, Karna aku tahu, Hati ini tidak mampu untuk memilikimu Kamu, Jaga diri selalu, Karna hatimu milikku 00 Pin 0

Why?

You said you dah ada someone special and you dah start serious with her. How come you so sure with her? While dengan i last time you said tak nak commit, you nak have fun. Apa kurangnya i? 🙁 You said, i am your taste. You adore me. But why you’re not choosing me? Are […]

Desperately

Do you still remember what is your gift on my 24th birthday? A kiss. I really love the gift. I love you. But now you’re not here with me. Why you leave me? What is not enough from me? Tell me why. I’m so desperate wanted you to stay with me. Iloveyou and imissyoualways. What […]

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