empty

the emptiness screams so loud, and yet no words were formed, no voice were heard because it’s empty.   like the chairs in an abandoned library, empty. yet again, the empty spaces, feel suffocating, air-tightening. Breaths short, in the open, empty air.   like the deserted deserts, empty. but it feels crowded. Felt like drowning, […]

(about) the time I went to police lockup

Let me tell you about myself: I have hands so soft, you’d think I’d never done a day of chores in my life. I dyed my hair every colour of the rainbow, so it’s an odd auburn now. I wear thick-rimmed, square-framed obnoxiously branded glasses for actual sight-related problems. I don’t dress conservatively, so when […]

Learn

The way he treats me, he teaches me to be independent. He teaches me to be away from him. I learn to live without him. I learn to survive. I learn to be with my own feet. I’m getting stronger. One day, when this heart feel nothing, I know I can just fly away. Just […]

Pelancong Masa

Pelancong Masa Cahaya mentari jingga serta beberapa garis pelangi menerangi langit Tanjung Lipat pada petang itu. Suasana tepi pantai itu sunyi, hanya kedengaran bunyi ombak jinak menghempas darat dan kicauan burung-burung kembali ke sarang. Sejak Bahran dilahirkan, dia selalu menghabiskan masa petangnya di pantai jauh di pedalaman itu. Memori zaman kanak-kanak mulai menusuk kembali ke […]

Third-Wheeling

Your mornings begin with a smile nowadays. The first thing that you look for as soon as you popped your eyes opens from your slumber is the man beside you. He is the one that’s carrying the mantle of warming up the bed and your slim body the way you like it. You mumble something […]

On Happiness

The best thing about happiness is that you can make others happy without being happy. You can still make a joke even when you’re sad and dead inside. Even when life seems to falling down and things are never seem to get better. Maybe that’s why God made me funny (self-proclaim lol), to spread it […]

a supposed new chapter

He still is the man of my dream regardless. I mean he’s not crazy good looking but he’s charming, the type that would hold your hand and gently massage your shoulder without being asked. Meeting him was refreshing. I mean, he is foreign. With a certain accent, such a turn on and plus, he is […]

Sendiri

Sendiri aku memandang langit Berbicara dengan Tuhan mengenai hati Kerana pandanganku mulai kabur Hatiku mulai gelap Hanya Dia yang mengerti Hanya Dia yang tahu segala hal aku dan juga dunia Aku tanya pada Tuhan, salahkah jika aku mulai pasrah Aku menerima semuanya walau keadaan aku tidak rela Ada masa aku kuat jika teringat Ada masa […]

Speak

Words and thoughts, Together it thrives, Floating through the ocean of the mind, When expressed, so many words left behind. Not reaching the shallow waters of Azof, Sinking deep into the Mariana Trench. So speak, for maybe one word could reach deeper than a thousand. 00 Pin 0

Sleepless

it’s dark outside dark in this room but my brain never shuts down thinking about- the past things I should’ve done words I should’ve said ideas I should’ve thought mistakes that should’ve been undone the present life and struggle good deeds and inner demons my loved ones people who never deserved my attention the future […]

Sampah yang Disimpan

Dia berjalan bersama sampah yang disimpan Hanya kerana banyaknya kenangan Tidak dipeduli bau yang ia sebarkan Dan keresahan yang ia sebabkan Sudah namapun sampah Tidak adalah kebaikan yang mampu ditawar Hanyalah beban yang dia ingin usung Tanpa paksaan malah satu keinginan Biarpun dipersoal teman-teman Hatinya tidak ingin melepaskan Akan ku lupuskan sampah itu dari kamu […]

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I’ll Be

I’ll be the skeleton in your closet I’ll be the stash under your bed I’ll be your one best kept secret I’ll be your words left unsaid   I’ll be the one to your two I’ll be the salt to your coffee I’ll be the cure to your blue I’ll be yours, eternally 00 Pin […]

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