If I could go back on that day, I would have warn myself. Never trust others easily. People comes in every forms, some are beautiful, and some aren’t. It was just my luck that I met someone which is not even pretty but a devil in disguise. I would describe myself as a person who […]

A little of this and that

a compilation of poetry i wrote; 1.Lips These tears won’t stop flowing. The lips won’t stop smiling ‘till it hurts. Hands grasp tightly on a bouquet of flower, A question sparks. The heart asks quietly; feeling scared. Scared of ruining the cheerful atmosphere, Do you remember how painful you handle the pain? And how much […]

biskut marie

Hanis meletak kembali potongan kek batik yang baru segigit dimakan. Air mukanya tampak kecewa. “Tak sedap jugak?” Najua merenungnya tak percaya. Sesuap kek batik laju memasuki mulutnya.“Tak sama.” Hanis mencebik dengan wajah kelat. Mocha ais dikacau perlahan sebelum disedut melepasi kerongkong. Rasa nyaman apabila rasa manis kek batik dapat dibilas dengan kelat kopi mocha. Amaranth- […]

Tuhan, kenapa Engkau ciptakan aku?

14 tahun hidup atas dunia, aku pernah tanya Tuhan, kenapa Dia cipta aku. Aku pernah marah pada Tuhan, hidup aku waktu tu penuh liku. Emosi aku tidak stabil. Aku pernah rasa Tuhan marah aku. Tuhan benci aku. Walaupun aku ambil gunting dan cederakan diri, tumbuk dinding di kanan dan kiri, aku masih teruskan hidup, berbekalkan […]

I am sorry

I am sorry I am sorry for not being like her Treats the other man while I’m having you Loves other man while I am loving you Maybe I’m just not enough for you Maybe you like that kind of woman in your life Maybe I’m sorry I’m sorry because I’m still here for you […]


“What’s today’s colour?” The father asked during breakfast.  Nonchalant, the daughter kept on finishing her scrambled eggs and with a mouthful of food, she said, “yellow.” “It’s a good day, then,” he said.  “Not the sunshine, sunflower kind of yellow. The ugly kind. You know what I mean?” The parents set their forks and spoons […]

In Love

I am alone in a quiet almost empty room with dark thoughts and overflowing tears.   I am broken like a shattered porcelain, ripped, torn paper, and dull, dead stars. Nothing can hold me together, again.   I try to see the good things in life by going to the bright side with new hopes […]

Good vibes only

Nowadays negativity is my kryptonite I leave when there are idiots I can’t spend a minute with bigots I become nauseous Temperature rises My back of the head hurts and I can barely lift my tiniest finger I am weak and I may end up dead in days Bad vibes is consuming my energy Being […]


  He never asked to meet me half way. Even rarely asked me to go to where he is. Always the one who travels. Always the one who sacrificing. Always the one who did most of the things.   That wishful glance, That hopeful stares, Im weak, Whenever I needed to open up the pandora […]

moved on

Foto lelaki di pertengahan 20-an bersama seorang gadis comel melalui paparan Instagram saat dia membelek laman sosialnya. Kopi o ais sejuk yang sedang diteguk seakan berhenti seketika di kerongkongnya. Air ditelan perlahan dan senyum tipis lambat-lambat diukir. Pahit. Ikon hati terpapar saat gambar itu ditekan dua kali. Lama jemari terhenti di situ merenung senyum manis […]


you don’t see me, even the slightest way i look at you, it’s sad. i’m just another friend – to you. i’m your biggest fan, your cheerleader, always there for you, cheering and clapping, all ready if you need accompany, to whine and talk to. it’s sad. i like you a lot, but you don’t […]

Fix Us

We’ve lost the way to our final destination. I broke the ceiling that makes both of us fall apart from each other.   I set myself free from your imperfections, you protected your heart by letting me go.   You once said “Difficult roads often lead to beautiful places,” I hope we still have the […]

Herself, he said.

Monday you tell her how dark her skin is, you mock her how she will look better with lighter skin. You convince her that if she has lighter skin, she will be pretty. She wants to be pretty in your eyes, so she hates her skin more and find anything that can make her skin […]

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