Featured: Atilea Farrahnaz

Dreamer; published poet.

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when the time finally comes— where my soul expires and my body retires abandon traditions or religious regulations i don’t want to go to heaven— or hell i don’t want to rest in peace as well i want to exist as a spirit so i can freely roam this city i worship, to haunt and […]

then what about me?

I know people tend to say about not making life about yourself. but then, it is my life so maybe I can make some things about me. because what about me? am I the only one who’s suppose to hurt? supposedly I should be taking care of someone else’s heart but no one cared for […]

Menangislah

Sering kali kita diyakinkan menangis itu sikap orang yang lemah. Benarkah? Jika benar maka pastinya menangis itu tidak digalakkan di dalam Islam. Tapi, pernah kah kita berjumpa ayat atau larangan dalam Islam yang melarang kita menangis? Tidak bukan? Islam sememangnya mengajar kita agar tidak menjadi lemah. Hatta, sebagai perempuan yang diakui fitrahnya lebih lembut dari […]

blues

I was wrong to think, that we could be something. and I was wrong to hope, that we’re more than nothing. but I was a negativity to you, and you were more than a dream to me. nothing more than the colour blue, never as close as happiness should be. Pin 1

Raya dan cancer

Lillahi Taala Orang cakap saya pandai, tapi entah kenapa saya google macamana nak raya dengan cancer. Orang kata tulisan kita ni akan jadi saksi kita nanti biar baik atau buruk, sebab tu saya menulis walau tangan kanan saya kekok. Hari ini, tuhan kasi saya raya. Bagi saya, raya dah takde makna. Tapi saya kena kuat. […]

I am here now.

“We accept the love we think we deserve” I never understand what it truly mean back then, yet I romanticise this quote a lot. Only now I began to understand what it means. It’s sad and full of toxic. Why do we do this to ourselves? Nobody deserve to feel this way. To my younger […]

There’s Something In The Wind

she sat on her bed, staring out the windows of her room. the wind was blowing hard that day and the leaves were rustling wild. she listened to the sound of the wind, calling out to her, almost sounding like a ghost. wailing for her to come close. it felt as if she was pulled […]

Epiphany

Since I turned 24 recently (not too late to wish me a happy birthday), I have had multiple episodes of existential crisis. I kept asking myself if I am living my best life, if I am behaving towards my truest self in achieving my biggest potential. I started analysing my past, calculated my near and […]

Seorang Lelaki Biasa

Dia bukan siapa-siapa Bukan ustaz bukan kiai Bukan doktor bukan Ir. Bukan Dato’ bukan Tan Sri Bukan Tuan atau YB. Di hayatnya dia nampak biasa-biasa Di akhir usia terlihat bijaksana Di tertamat masa terbongkar hebatnya. Dalam bicara mengajar hikmah Dalam diam teladan tingkah Dalam sabar ada tegasnya. Kini Saat liang lahad menjadi pemisah Menzahirkan hakikatnya […]

My Other Half

My one true love, They say you aren’t real. You didn’t exist. I did believe them. Once. Or twice. When I saw my parents’ marriage were collapse once but survived. When I see my brother’s toxic relationship but also survived to the marriage, yet. When I got my heart broken when I tried to believe […]

tiada koir

terkadang aku merasa perasaan tak tergambar dengan kata-kata perjalanan ku tak berhenti banyak yang ditinggalkan sungai, singgahsana di atas bukit jari yang tak dilepaskan elak dihanyut air deras garis masa yang berlainan di hadapan kita bertemu itu umpama mimpi berpisah kita berhati sepi tombak patah dibaling ke dinding hidup hanya pada memori aku ingin pulang […]

“let the kid cry”

Humans are one with emotions Emotions exist for us to feel We can’t really separate those two You see, it will be a catastrophic Because Imagine feeling sad but aren’t able to cry Imagine feeling loved but aren’t able to love Imagine feeling everything all at once but aren’t able to actually…. feel… Imagine being […]

Rindu – Unknown

    The feeling of missing someone. Far away. Untouchable. Is deadly.   I longed for that warm hands to caress mine. And that eye gaze looking at me, Lovingly, Warming up my cold cold night, I miss you, Is what I wish to say.   Rindu. Rindu to see you smile can’t be kept […]

i’m tired.

god. help. mom, help me… hear me, hug me. i’m tired of saying i’m fine. when i’m not. how can i complaint when others had it tougher? how can i tell you that i’m scared? when you put the weight of the world on my small shoulders how can i tell anyone everything? when people […]

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