To be honest, I don’t know anymore.
What to call it. Anxiety?
Was I thinking too much?
Am I getting crazy?
I cant feel my leg yesterday.
After tryna gasping for air so hard,
I didn’t feel my leg.
I panic and make it even worst.
I don’t feel my hands too.
And my face felt numb.
I cant even word things properly.
My sister was next to me.
I knew she was scared too.
Cause this never happen.
Yeah I got panic over the months like usual.
But it never along with the numbness and clueless.
I usually know to breathe in and out. And I did.
What took my head off was the fact I didn’t feel my legs.
Thank god someone answers my call.
Thank god my sister was there.
Thank god I was home yesterday.
I wonder if I were alone?
I wonder what would happen to me if I were in Seremban,
Every time I thought I had the maddest,
My panic decides to show me that it can get worst.
I think im going crazy.