Firzana Firoz

A note from me

April 12, 2019 in Poetry/Puisi

To my love, my baby, my heartbreaker, my destroyer

Does she make you feel whole?

or does she make you feel good about yourself?

 

Does she kiss you goodnight like you deserve it?

when the world knows you actually don’t deserve it.

 

Does she cry in the middle of the night

because she is too scared of losing you?

 

Does she overthink about you and her

because you little coward, indecisive prick.

 

Does she blame herself more than once

because you make her feel worthless.

 

To your lover, your kryptonite, your other

half, to the one I should apologise

 

Does he make you feel special like

you’re the only one in his mind?

 

Does he tell you he loves you every night

before he sleeps?

 

Does he call you “baby” or “sayang”

And I still wonder which one is better.

 

Does he let you in his world and let you

wander around until you finally feel lost?

 

Does he ever make you feel bad after you

confronted him about something,

you know you’re damn right about.

 

 

Oh honey I wish I can tell you the things that you have to know before it gets more complicated but im sorry that I still don’t have the courage to let you know about what happened. Maybe one day I’ll tell you or maybe I won’t. Whatever it is please know that this is an apology note from me to you.

 

-firzanafiroz

Our roads

April 7, 2019 in Poetry/Puisi

This journey that we created was never ours,

it was mine all along.

Well it might have your name marked but it was never meant to be permanent.

Just like how you were never meant to be my forever after all.

One Day

April 7, 2019 in Poetry/Puisi

Maybe one day I can stop fantasizing about us being together and actually focus on myself more rather than finding another

Because truth have been told my world would not be the same again

Either with you being an option or even my main

I screwed up big time so now there is nothing left

If you hadn’t leave first, maybe I would have

Bad timing or good timing

Was not even a point that should be accused

For what I have known my love

You will always have a place in my heart

Oh, my first real love

How can I refused?

 

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