The way he treats me, he teaches me to be independent. He teaches me to be away from him. I learn to live without him. I learn to survive. I learn to be with my own feet. I’m getting stronger. One day, when this heart feel nothing, I know I can just fly away. Just go far away from this thing. Far away from this bullshit. Just go far away without any doubt. I learn so many things. You just can’t change people when they are really enjoying themselves doing that thing with their heart. You can’t. You need to love yourself first before you really love someone else or else they will break you until you lose yourself. You just can’t love someone else more than he loves you. You need to love him like the way he loves you. Make it equal. So, I learn from my mistakes.