All this time, the concept of being sincere comes easy to me. Cuz I help people when I know I have some energy/time/money to spare.
But right now, I have to be honest. This is excruciating to just smile through.
I know I HAVE to help. Because ohana, right?
But I am having a hard time to breathe as it is.
To ask me to constrict it even more is honestly a tall order.
But I am a goody two shoes aren’t I?
Can’t say no now, can I?
これ だから 自分 を 嫌い だよ。