i’m not sure whether this loneliness is because i was longing for you, or it just me that craved to be loved.
our nameless relationship doesn’t have a conclusion. after all, i’m the one who left you on read.
i felt like we didn’t need to bid a proper goodbye, since we had done that many times before.
though it might be unfair for you, but it happened. even if we still have chances to mend things again, i would prefer not to.
we tried several times. and those efforts went down the drain.
it’s useless to try again if we knew how the ending is going to be like.
i guess, i will just have to deal with this feelings until i’m ready to forget.
i really shouldn’t start relationships that i don’t wish to end.