I am still alive at the very second as I’m typing this down.
But also I am dying inside.
Do people take me seriously when I say that I’m dying inside?
The answer is no.
Do people take me seriously when I say I want to die?
The answer is also no.
But I guess people should be more aware of things I say and how my eyes speak
because everything that comes out from my mouth are the things that I’ve been keeping inside my little heart
And if you ever come across hearing me say “aku nak mati”
I just want to let you know that
I really mean it.