After everything I did. Effort, sacrifice, and dreams all for nothing. One big wave hits and all crushed. Nothing left. Zero.
All these feelings had been consuming me ever since. Hopeless, agony, sadness and even loneliness.
At the time I tried to stand then another big wave coming towards me and hits me hard.
Then there is me again, sit there with a million pieces of my dreams. Sad.
This happens every single time.
And I just give up and it is an option. Move on.