“We accept the love we think we deserve”
I never understand what it truly mean back then, yet I romanticise this quote a lot.
Only now I began to understand what it means. It’s sad and full of toxic. Why do we do this to ourselves? Nobody deserve to feel this way.
To my younger self, I’m sorry that we do this often. We would romanticise something we don’t understand and dwell in it. In the end it tore us apart. We’ve avoided reality and often lived inside our imagination. It’s a nightmare yet, we’re still there, not fully here. I shouldn’t let you believe that what we have now is already good. Because it’s not.
This stops now. Stop accepting second best decision. It’s time to live the life we deserve.