Had a rough start. It’s not a week yet & brokedown more than usual.
I cried,
I punch the wall of my bathroom,
I stand under the shower & cried till I can’t catch my breath,
I fell asleep crying silently,
Yet not even once I wanted to end everything.
Eventhough no one was there to hold me, to hear me, to tell me everything will be fine, & just to make sure that I’m fine.
I am grateful.
Not even the tiniest to the worst breakdown, I had the thought of death.
I am grateful.
