there are certain things in my life that im regret of doing.
we all do dont we ?
it feels like i am the hostage for decision i have made
trapped suffocated in hope i will heal but sadly im adjusting myself to the pain.
doors after doors in hope i find my purpose unfortunately im just finding my comfort spot in comforting lies.
maybe it is what it is maybe i am a coward.
its okay things will get better they say. you will get used to it they say.
i wish honey.
but nothing has changed maybe i am impatient or maybe i have come to the due life serve no purpose for me anymore..