Should I allow myself to fall in love with you? Am I ready to be hurt?
Am I ready to see you laughing with other people while me here drowning in jealousy? Even I do not deserve to feel that.
Am I ready to face it all over again? Just like old time. Where I fell in love with him who does not feel the same.
Oh crap. The feeling was so terrible. I am not gonna do it again. I am still not ready.