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you wished that you never had that blessing only because you loss it Pin 0

#62 Adrenaline rush That adrenaline rush occurs… every time you kiss my lips softly, every time you hold my hands and rub it gently, every time you hug me tightly, every time you play with my hair, every time your toes going through my leg, every time your body lean on mine, every time you […]

Adrenaline rush That adrenaline rush occurs… every time you kiss my lips softly, every time you hold my hands and rub it gently, every time you hug me tightly, every time you play with my hair, every time your toes going through my leg, every time your body lean on mine, every time you look […]

  His hair is a little shorter, but no one notices it aside from me. His shadow barely lights up any sense of acknowledgement from others. Red tie, the same one for weeks, for months, and finally it’s getting shrivelled up at the bottom edge. Second last stool at the bar is his favourite spot, […]

Have you ever experienced things in your life? It is either good or bad. I don’t have a really clear memory so I often forget about things I shouldn’t have forgotten. I can’t recall the feeling of experiencing good things but I do remember I have this one precious memory which I am not sure […]

you walked past me without a glance as if i was never exist in your life you could feel my existence yet you chose to ignore me you’re too busy with your new life to even acknowledge my presence       Pin 0

How are you? It’s been a month now. Almost. I hope you are eating well, and not skipping meals like you always did. I heard that you are doing good now. I’m so glad and happy for you, sincerely. There are days when I miss you. Especially  when things get hard. But I tell myself […]

Aku takut Bila duit aku nak habis. Aku takut Bila aku tak ada kerja. Aku takut Kalau disaat aku menangguh solat, nyawaku dicabut. Aku takut Disaat Ibu bapa aku tidak mengampuni dosa aku. Aku takut Bila dosa lama menyebabkan aku tersungkur dipintu syurga. Aku takut Mati tak sempat bertaubat. Aku takut Bila terfikir apa nasib […]

You see, the things hidden inside me. They changed me greatly. They put me to sleep, tied my hands and locked me in a dark room. The pieces of my lost time, the memories of love, which i abandoned. They were erased and i’m left as an abandoned shell. Without knowing anything. I just screamed […]

When are you going to stop from hurting me? Pin 0

Her heart is crying, For it longing for her love, Still holding on to the past, She dare not moving on, Know this boy, This is how she loving you. Pin 0

It still dark. The cricket still singing. Somehow the birds are crying. This not-so-eerie silence is what make me awake. But, there is something else. Beside me, the kitten sound asleep, leaving some ‘work’ for me. She had done her crime, leaving me writhing with agony Pin 0

In life, there is always something you want but you know you cant have it. No matter how hard you try to keep it, but if its not meant to be yours, you need to learn to let go. Heed these words: the more you care, the more you hurt. The more you keep, the […]

I woke up. In the middle of the night. In my room, my own bed with tears in my eyes. I dont know why, but lately I know I’ve been missing you. May Allah look out for you tiger. And may Allah ease the pain. Pin 0

I got a text from my husband who was away for a business trip.   He just called me baby. He said he missed me. A lot. He said he dreamt of me when he slept. He said whatever or however life turned out, he will always be mine. He said he would never let […]