PALAPES

“KAU memang perempuan tak guna!” Dia berteriak dengan penuh perasaan. Teriakannya kuat sehinggakan ada daun-daun yang berada di pokok berdekatan bergoncang hebat. Seketul batu diambil lalu dicampakkan ke dalam tasik yang tenang airnya. Berkocak terus air tasik itu dek campakan batu daripada seorang lelaki bertubuh gempal. Lelaki tersebut terduduk di situ sambil menangis teresak-esak. Malam […]

aku bukan surat penyata

marah aku, angin aku, rajuk aku, amuk aku selalu harus diikuti dengan penjelasan berpanjang ela. marah aku itu pertahanan diri. mungkin buat aku, mungkin juga perisau buat kau. rajuk aku itu tandanya aku perlu kau pandang aku lebih sedikit. barangkali ada yang kau terlupa? amuk aku itu bermakna aku ditindaas. maka bila marah itu mula […]

Aku tak kuat

Aku anak kecil yang tidak punya apa2. Semuanya mama punya. Jika aku bawa diri. Kemana harus aku pergi? Aku tak punya uang. Aku tak punya apa2. Aku cuma punya sekeping hati. sekeping hati yang ingin merasai kebahagiaan. Kebahagiaan bersama keluarga. Ya keluarganya.Sekarang. Aku penat. penat sangat . Kepala aku berat. Fikiranku tidak fokus. Airmata dan […]

Fake love is love still.

“Why were you in love with me?” He wondered. His morning coffee sat quietly beside his toast, unstirred and unflavoured. “I honestly don’t know.” She replied. “I feel that, maybe ‘we’ could’ve worked out.” “But we both knew how it would end. We knew we weren’t made for it. Life is too easy for it […]

2019

few months apart after my last post. terima kasih buat ruangan ini kerana masih wujud untuk menjadi ruang buat aku menulis dan mencatit semuanya. i dont really have any new update. aku cuma rindu menulis. penulisan yang tak bermakna buat orang, tapi cukup untuk buat mata aku hujan. jadi apa perancanga tahun ini?   kurang […]

Ding!

“Teh ais satu, bang. Bungkus.” Dari luar, tampaknya hujan masih rakus menghempas tanah. Sudah tibanya musim tengkujuh. Sesekali ditekup kedua-dua tangannya rapat ke mulut, satu hembusan dilepaskan untuk menghangatkan tangan yang semakin kesejukkan. Hujan yang semakin lebat di petang hari melarutkan fikiran Azura. Ah! Sudah enam bulan rupanya. Tanpa dapat dikerah, perakam mindanya kembali mengenang […]

Benjamin

Hai Ben. I know you are not gonna be able to read this, Ben. But i have missed you so much that i couldn’t help myself to come to this square screen and write something. Some things that i have been dying to tell you but i couldn’t, since you won’t understand a thing. Remember […]

Over Coffee

“Can we start over?” She sipped her coffee and had a deep gaze through the window. She looked back at her coffee cup she’s holding before telling her answer.  “How could i, H, how could i? I loved you, and to a certain extent perhaps i still do but how could I let myself to […]

Rainbow connection

Dinding bilik Naail berlatarkan warna biru langit. Dia yang pilih sebab ibu bagi. Teringat sewaktu Naail berusia satu tahun, menangis dalam dukungan ibu setiap malam. Dia pula hanya mampu melihat ibu dan ayah tidur selang malam, berganti macam pas baton. Oh ya. Dulu bilik itu warna kelabu. Dia tak suka warna kelabu. Satu malam, dia datang […]

13 December 2018

I am Kiara and I thought today, or this semester would be different that the rest, I thought I have chosen a buddy that would help me for the rest of the semester. Oh, how I was wrong to put my positive judgements on it. Its been a rough week for all students this time […]

Where Should I Belong

Where Should I Belong?   If there is anything that I am good at, surely it will be waiting.   It had been two weeks since I left that dark and cramped box and lived here.  My spirits brightened upon sitting on the “new arrival” section. However as time passed by, new generation replaced me […]

Self-Taught Child

“Where did you learn this?” Most would ask me this. A 22-year old who could crochet bags, pouches and much more. People was amused as it was not a common hobby here in Malaysia plus a young-adult?. My answer would always be “My mom, she was a start” She is. She is a start to […]

Defensive

Defensive according to Mr. Google was ” very anxious to challenge or avoid critism ” “Always put others first.” My mom used to say that, she was worried that I might not make friends or I was too bold for the world. Sadly there’s a negative side of it, I became soft. In an argument, […]

What is Jodoh?

I don’t know where to start. I have never been in love, well not really but more to one-sided love. Some says “It will come one day, you’re special. The last one are always for the best.” Some says “Put some effort in it, you cant just wait around for it to pop-up” Some says […]

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