I Never Can Tell

—“Will you marry me ?” I remember how for the hundredth times he asked. “I am going to take care of you I promise,” He added. “You know I can’t,” I gently replied. He knew I would never agree to that but he asked anyway, hoping I would have second thoughts. “We are young. What’s […]

Preamble Depiction

I’m deeply invested in you. How can be this way I have no idea. My head is fully occupied with this incoming election. And family to put on top. Glad work at the office is manageable. But still as the clock turning, there’s you in some part of my head. I remember you want to […]

Sambal Belacan

Pandang luar. Hujan. Cik Ati tengah drive. On the way rumah. Senyap. Tengok skrin fon. Gelap. “Nanti nak singgah kedai. Nak beli beg.” Cik Ati bagitahu. “Okay.” “Eh, nak dekat pukul 2 dah. Tak jadi lah singgah. Balik teruslah ye. Belum solat zuhur lagi ni. Nanti terlepas. Tak terlepas, tapi lewatlah.” “Okay.” Senyum. Kat luar […]

Aku belum ikhlas

Jujur, meninggalkan orang yang kita sayang itu sakit, Aku akui. Liar berfikir, berteriak bisu hatiku menyesali dengan apa yang sudah terjadi. Salah lingkungan fizikku mencari kebenaran atau kesalahan yang aku sendiri tidak mengerti. Berbalasan tinta maya yang tiada penghujungnya untuk mencari apa? Sedang aku sendiri tidak tahu antara hikmah tuhan atau kifarah yang sedang aku […]

Guardian Angels.

Humans and angels have walked side by side for thousands of years. Behind each great feat were guardian angels, guiding and protecting their humans at all costs. They can be quite the conversationalists once they warm up to you, that is if you could see them at all. I was fortunate enough to be given […]

maybe that’s how it is

It’s like rainfalls, you know. The trickling of droplets on the roof provides you with a soft lullaby as a huge sense of calmness envelopes you slowly, making you feel safe and sound. The quiet chattering of insects indulging themselves in the rain gives you the assurance that the rain is full of happiness and […]


Kau masih bertanya kenapa aku tidak menyukainya? Aku tidak suka melihat tatapan dia kepadaku, apa aku salah? Aku tidak suka saat dia melebarkan senyuman dihadapanku, apa aku salah?? Lagi lagi aku tidak suka saat dia menebak-nebak apa yg kurasakan. Sungguh itu hal yg memuakkan. Dia merasa seolah-olah tau semua yg kutau. Itu hal yg paling […]

The Run

Sam heard no other sound but the crunching of leaves underneath his feet, his own breathing, and the shouting from behind him. He was tired, but he had to keep running. All around him were rows and rows of trees and bushes. If it wasn’t for the moonlight, he would not be able to see […]

Lost in the Wasteland

Every choices have their own pro and cons, advantages and disadvantages. Some are obvious, some are not. It feels good when you made a good choice, securing your own path. Sometimes you think you have made a good decision, but its not. Sometimes you are confused, thus need some thoughts and discussion with someone you […]

Did I pray too much?

I dreamed u talked to me for the second time now since we met at our friend’s 18th birthday last Friday. I rarely saw u in my dream ever since we left school, maybe once or twice, but never twice in a row. As much as I don’t want to believe that the person we […]

Tuhan tak marah aku kan?

These lately i’ve been thinking a lot about marriage. About me wanna get married. I have the urge of getting into marriage phase. Or maybe…. This is just a phase..? Or maybe because i saw people around me slowly upgrading their status from single to married, Then i wanted to changes my status too. I’m […]

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