i’m tired.

god. help. mom, help me… hear me, hug me. i’m tired of saying i’m fine. when i’m not. how can i complaint when others had it tougher? how can i tell you that i’m scared? when you put the weight of the world on my small shoulders how can i tell anyone everything? when people […]

RITORIK

Jasad bernyawa, Jiwa terkunci, Bergerak tapi kaku, Bersuara tapi sunyi, Bersama seolah sendiri, Melihat tanpa bayangan, Mendengar tanya bunyian, Merasa tanpa perasaan 😉 Merayau di lorong sepi, Mencari kemahuan hati serta hakikat Ilahi, Ritorik, Ritorik, Ritorik, mencari kemahuan hati atau serakah nafsu sendiri. Pin 0

Kuasa

Hati wanita itu tangguh,  Tetapi dengan hanya secebis perkataanmu, Dapat membuatkan hatinya layu, Yang tadinya gagah melangkah, Jadi ingin dipapah, Kerana begitulah azalinya, Dia tidak diciptakan untuk sendiri,  Bahkan untuk menemani, Dan kau yang merasa berkuasa,  Cukuplah untuk tahu dimana perlunya, Jangan sewenangnya berbicara, Kerana mungkin mudah bagimu,  tetapi pedih bagi dia. Pin 0

colors are dead

Colors are dead No satisfaction can be found in it When it is me who try to be Someone full of blossom There is no satisfaction Posting pictures in colors It has been finding its darkness Every pictures full of darkest pain What’s love? Lol I’ve been so numb with all the laughter With all […]

Wish you were dead

Days have been lovely? No Days have been lonely Days have been finding its tear Beneath the act Beneath the thoughtless words We met eye to eye No words could have been described The pain in it The deepest pain that cut beneath the smile If we were meant to be We would have been […]

Waves

“If you could read my mind, you’d be in tears.” It’s filled with words, heavier than this heart. It’s filled with emotions, heavier than these cries. My headspace is so dark, I can barely tell what’s inside. Screaming so loud, can you hear my pain in my voice? Shut my eyes, can you feel my […]

Kesejukkan

Malam ini Kesejukkan itu menghampiri lagi Aku tidak mahu mendakapnya Pergilah jauh pergilah Kesejukkan yang mencengkam jiwa Menjadikan aku kaku Kosong dan melayang Mungkin apa yang aku perlu Kehangatan yang memanjakan Jasad ini yang meracau Agar tidak lagi mencakar kedamaian Jadi malam ini Pergilah Aku tidak mahu Akira.180419.2354 Pin 0

i always cry

                                             29 March 2019 at 3.36 PM what’s the point of living if i cry every day wanting to die every day feeling lost every day wasting every breathing seconds Pin 0

She felt ugly

                              15 March 2019 at 7.03 PM She’s ugly Her heart as black as the vanta shade Her head full of woes Dark as the night Her mouth spits Venom black curses Expressing blood red, heated hatred She’s angry Loathing makes […]

seperti paku

1// aku tidak pernah berjanji tapi satu, satu dekad yang lalu di atas puncak tak bernama tapi dua, dua nama – kau dan aku terukir tak bertanda hanya mungkin, puitis suaramu mengalunkan pujangga khalil gibran, disiulkan burung-burung yang malu, bersaksikan para hidup, katamu, berjanji itu seperti menelan paku, kataku, hatiku sudah terlanjur berjanji pada Tuhan, […]

A note from me

To my love, my baby, my heartbreaker, my destroyer Does she make you feel whole? or does she make you feel good about yourself?   Does she kiss you goodnight like you deserve it? when the world knows you actually don’t deserve it.   Does she cry in the middle of the night because she is […]

Our roads

This journey that we created was never ours, it was mine all along. Well it might have your name marked but it was never meant to be permanent. Just like how you were never meant to be my forever after all. Pin 2

One Day

Maybe one day I can stop fantasizing about us being together and actually focus on myself more rather than finding another Because truth have been told my world would not be the same again Either with you being an option or even my main I screwed up big time so now there is nothing left […]

Wa-kill Rakyat

Niat tidak menghalalkan cara Bangsa tidak menghalalkan bangsat Ramai bersembunyi dibalik nasab Konon merekalah pejuang nasib Mereka bukan pejuang nasib Mereka peju-wang nasib Setiap yang diperjuangkan adalah peluang Setiap yang diperju-wang-kan adalah pelu-wang Pin 2

Nonchalant

Dark bleak night Where sad beats thumps Piece of mouth running All alone   Though he is running alone He isn’t in his naïve land Together with her Whom hold piece of his heart   It was all colourful and beautiful While it is actually dim and dull Later on, He stopped Knowing that this […]

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