She felt ugly

                              15 March 2019 at 7.03 PM She’s ugly Her heart as black as the vanta shade Her head full of woes Dark as the night Her mouth spits Venom black curses Expressing blood red, heated hatred She’s angry Loathing makes […]

seperti paku

1// aku tidak pernah berjanji tapi satu, satu dekad yang lalu di atas puncak tak bernama tapi dua, dua nama – kau dan aku terukir tak bertanda hanya mungkin, puitis suaramu mengalunkan pujangga khalil gibran, disiulkan burung-burung yang malu, bersaksikan para hidup, katamu, berjanji itu seperti menelan paku, kataku, hatiku sudah terlanjur berjanji pada Tuhan, […]

A note from me

To my love, my baby, my heartbreaker, my destroyer Does she make you feel whole? or does she make you feel good about yourself?   Does she kiss you goodnight like you deserve it? when the world knows you actually don’t deserve it.   Does she cry in the middle of the night because she is […]

Our roads

This journey that we created was never ours, it was mine all along. Well it might have your name marked but it was never meant to be permanent. Just like how you were never meant to be my forever after all. Pin 2

One Day

Maybe one day I can stop fantasizing about us being together and actually focus on myself more rather than finding another Because truth have been told my world would not be the same again Either with you being an option or even my main I screwed up big time so now there is nothing left […]

Wa-kill Rakyat

Niat tidak menghalalkan cara Bangsa tidak menghalalkan bangsat Ramai bersembunyi dibalik nasab Konon merekalah pejuang nasib Mereka bukan pejuang nasib Mereka peju-wang nasib Setiap yang diperjuangkan adalah peluang Setiap yang diperju-wang-kan adalah pelu-wang Pin 2


Dark bleak night Where sad beats thumps Piece of mouth running All alone   Though he is running alone He isn’t in his naïve land Together with her Whom hold piece of his heart   It was all colourful and beautiful While it is actually dim and dull Later on, He stopped Knowing that this […]

Hey, are you the one?

Hey, are you the one? Because I’ve been longing so long for this I must say it’s hard to find you Since i don’t do half asses too Once I’m in, I’m all in Hey, I think you are the one The jiggling smile of yours The craziness that bursts with your laughter Your screwy […]

Things I Don’t Tell You

Things I don’t tell you My love and devotion Between words spoken  Of my anxieties and worries You take lightly.   My fears and doubts Of a future  In an island isolated  Dark without your presence  And darker with just mine alone. Pin 0


Sahabat… Jikalau kau benar memahami erti sahabat Hormatilah aku Hargailah keputusan aku Sahabat… Jika kau mendalami erti sahabat Kau tak akan rosakkan kebahagiaan aku Kau tak akan rosakkan kebahagiaan keluarga aku Kau tak akan hilang dan diamkan diri ketika aku susah Sahabat… Apa ertinya sahabat jikalau kau tidak menghayatinya Apa ertinya sahabat jikalau kau tidak […]

where you exist

I see you in the carefree dance of the dandelions, the swift, staccato crisps in somnambulant steps, the pas de bourrées in afternoon breeze. I find you in minute droplets beneath the surface, shrinking and swelling heat thawing rocks open, angry in their wake. I hear you in the waltz of stars aligning, the deafening […]


Mind were preoccupied, As the things lingered were unnecessary, Eyes were red and puffed, As tears were shed constantly, Hearts were wounded, As it was shattered to pieces recently, Throat were filled with fiery and raged, As it couldnt make any sound Pin 0

Disebalik Pintu

Ketuk-ketuk. Aku hiraukan. Dia datang setahun sekali biasanya. Tapi kali ni special Kali yang ketiga buat minggu ini   Ketuk-ketuk Dia panggil lagi Aku menyorok bawah selimut Tak mahu berdepan dengan raksasa yang aku cukup kenal sejak sekolah agama lagi   Ketuk-ketuk Kali ni lebih kuat Ustazah cakap kalau Iman kuat takperlu takut Tapi Iman […]

Cry for coffee

Sometimes, a cry for coffee shouldn’t be taken lightly, When someone says “I need coffee”, not because he or she is simply thirsty.   Far from feeling glee, Especially when it is a daily plea.   SEE… The drinkers are trying to convey that they are sleepy, because they couldn’t sleep properly, because their minds […]

Calm waters promise nothing

I’ve known these winds these shifting sounds.   The way they flow with tipping toes then run towards hurricanes, then meet the calm river; Until the stagnant reflection shows itself a ripple of everything undone   The epilogue runs slow on its vowels, escaping consonants to drag on slower, to maybe pretend, for a while, […]

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