Pocketful of lies, handful of deceit, Strained relationship and broken marriages, Family built, family torn, Others call it toxic, Some called it home. Pin 1
Home/Tomb
when the time finally comes— where my soul expires and my body retires abandon traditions or religious regulations i don’t want to go to heaven— or hell i don’t want to rest in peace as well i want to exist as a spirit so i can freely roam this city i worship, to haunt and […]
I’ll always remember, how easily you forget
Little did I know the pain in my chest is actually the pain from my heart The heart that had been stabbed in a rainy night, It’s almost two months now, I’m still gasping for air tryingto breathe, holding my tears with alternating thoughts, To wish you a happy ending or to wish you a […]
blues
I was wrong to think, that we could be something. and I was wrong to hope, that we’re more than nothing. but I was a negativity to you, and you were more than a dream to me. nothing more than the colour blue, never as close as happiness should be. Pin 1
Seorang Lelaki Biasa
Dia bukan siapa-siapa Bukan ustaz bukan kiai Bukan doktor bukan Ir. Bukan Dato’ bukan Tan Sri Bukan Tuan atau YB. Di hayatnya dia nampak biasa-biasa Di akhir usia terlihat bijaksana Di tertamat masa terbongkar hebatnya. Dalam bicara mengajar hikmah Dalam diam teladan tingkah Dalam sabar ada tegasnya. Kini Saat liang lahad menjadi pemisah Menzahirkan hakikatnya […]
My Other Half
My one true love, They say you aren’t real. You didn’t exist. I did believe them. Once. Or twice. When I saw my parents’ marriage were collapse once but survived. When I see my brother’s toxic relationship but also survived to the marriage, yet. When I got my heart broken when I tried to believe […]
tiada koir
terkadang aku merasa perasaan tak tergambar dengan kata-kata perjalanan ku tak berhenti banyak yang ditinggalkan sungai, singgahsana di atas bukit jari yang tak dilepaskan elak dihanyut air deras garis masa yang berlainan di hadapan kita bertemu itu umpama mimpi berpisah kita berhati sepi tombak patah dibaling ke dinding hidup hanya pada memori aku ingin pulang […]
i’m tired.
god. help. mom, help me… hear me, hug me. i’m tired of saying i’m fine. when i’m not. how can i complaint when others had it tougher? how can i tell you that i’m scared? when you put the weight of the world on my small shoulders how can i tell anyone everything? when people […]
RITORIK
Jasad bernyawa, Jiwa terkunci, Bergerak tapi kaku, Bersuara tapi sunyi, Bersama seolah sendiri, Melihat tanpa bayangan, Mendengar tanya bunyian, Merasa tanpa perasaan 😉 Merayau di lorong sepi, Mencari kemahuan hati serta hakikat Ilahi, Ritorik, Ritorik, Ritorik, mencari kemahuan hati atau serakah nafsu sendiri. Pin 0
Kuasa
Hati wanita itu tangguh, Tetapi dengan hanya secebis perkataanmu, Dapat membuatkan hatinya layu, Yang tadinya gagah melangkah, Jadi ingin dipapah, Kerana begitulah azalinya, Dia tidak diciptakan untuk sendiri, Bahkan untuk menemani, Dan kau yang merasa berkuasa, Cukuplah untuk tahu dimana perlunya, Jangan sewenangnya berbicara, Kerana mungkin mudah bagimu, tetapi pedih bagi dia. Pin 0
colors are dead
Colors are dead No satisfaction can be found in it When it is me who try to be Someone full of blossom There is no satisfaction Posting pictures in colors It has been finding its darkness Every pictures full of darkest pain What’s love? Lol I’ve been so numb with all the laughter With all […]
Wish you were dead
Days have been lovely? No Days have been lonely Days have been finding its tear Beneath the act Beneath the thoughtless words We met eye to eye No words could have been described The pain in it The deepest pain that cut beneath the smile If we were meant to be We would have been […]
Waves
“If you could read my mind, you’d be in tears.” It’s filled with words, heavier than this heart. It’s filled with emotions, heavier than these cries. My headspace is so dark, I can barely tell what’s inside. Screaming so loud, can you hear my pain in my voice? Shut my eyes, can you feel my […]
Kesejukkan
Malam ini Kesejukkan itu menghampiri lagi Aku tidak mahu mendakapnya Pergilah jauh pergilah Kesejukkan yang mencengkam jiwa Menjadikan aku kaku Kosong dan melayang Mungkin apa yang aku perlu Kehangatan yang memanjakan Jasad ini yang meracau Agar tidak lagi mencakar kedamaian Jadi malam ini Pergilah Aku tidak mahu Akira.180419.2354 Pin 0
i always cry
29 March 2019 at 3.36 PM what’s the point of living if i cry every day wanting to die every day feeling lost every day wasting every breathing seconds Pin 0