Ketuk-ketuk. Aku hiraukan. Dia datang setahun sekali biasanya. Tapi kali ni special Kali yang ketiga buat minggu ini Ketuk-ketuk Dia panggil lagi Aku menyorok bawah selimut Tak mahu berdepan dengan raksasa yang aku cukup kenal sejak sekolah agama lagi Ketuk-ketuk Kali ni lebih kuat Ustazah cakap kalau Iman kuat takperlu takut Tapi Iman […]
Cry for coffee
Sometimes, a cry for coffee shouldn’t be taken lightly, When someone says “I need coffee”, not because he or she is simply thirsty. Far from feeling glee, Especially when it is a daily plea. SEE… The drinkers are trying to convey that they are sleepy, because they couldn’t sleep properly, because their minds […]
Calm waters promise nothing
I’ve known these winds these shifting sounds. The way they flow with tipping toes then run towards hurricanes, then meet the calm river; Until the stagnant reflection shows itself a ripple of everything undone The epilogue runs slow on its vowels, escaping consonants to drag on slower, to maybe pretend, for a while, […]
Trigger
I have learnt to speak less about you I can’t even remember the last time I said your name out loud Or telling of how sad I am now that you’re not around It is the mind that is harder to trick I can’t help thinking of you everyday when I’m having a cup of […]
Voice
Reach out to me I want to sleep with a voice in my head Pick it up I want to sleep with a voice in my head Find my name in the list I want to sleep with a voice in my head Push those numbers I want to sleep with a voice in my […]
Devil In Disguise
The door creaks It was you, again Creeping silently in the darkness Hunting for the flesh Of a pristine soul A silhouette That made a soul, quiver in fear Crashing to the ground In misery and agony What a sham Concealing the misdeed With a mask of a saint If only people knew What kind […]
Crave
It is so easy to like you With every breath Every smile Every hello Even when you stare and your eyes were empty Even when you’re in a bad mood and the day felt longer Even when you stopped and never look back I still like you Pin 1
Short
I am short of height of breath and, hope – no matter how high I hop. So don’t worry I won’t be long As I don’t belong in this world of yours, where I had been lost till I lost the sense of belonging. But.. Never mind. I don’t mind. You too now are no […]
I didn’t save us
This could’ve been easy if I just apologise for none of my mistake if I forgive without you being sorry if I beg one more time even after you pushed me away because by then you must’ve stayed here with me though your heart doesn’t but then I chose to […]
Vulnerable
Here’s to everyone who makes me feel vulnerable and worthless. I never like how my heart feels whenever it catches the deafening symphony of my self-esteem shattered to the ground. It tries to hold me back, with every muscle it fosters to keep beating and holding me back from falling. But it falls together with […]
Eternal
It was never the plan, to love you till the very end. Pin 0
Aku
Ku tulis kata cinta, Dengan pena harapan, Tidak serik akan perpisahan, Kerna diri aku hanya satu, Dan setiap kisah yang ku lalu, Menjadikan diriku, Lebih baik dari yang dulu. Pin 0
my poems
this is how I build my poems; gather all the sad in a bowl of alphabet soup, arrange the words in whatever sequence hurt most I do not know to do this any other way, my poems are not gift cards, presents, or happy occasions, my poems are just the leftover of my tears- […]
Flower Road
You deserve to be happy Despite of countless pain You deserve to be acknowledged To be loved Don’t be blind by others success Or others happiness You’ll reach yours They’ll deserve what are belonging to them All will fall to its places You deserve this happiness At least by yourself Your soul need love At […]
A Smile on My Face
I told her this is goodbye She pleaded, ‘tell me this is a lie’ I let go of her cold hand And felt my throat filled with sand. ‘This is real’, I replied Words that made her cry ‘Just let me go’, I gave another blow Why did I let myself stoop so low? Yes, […]