Aksara kosong yang dihembus, Memenuhi ruang, Bersama kabus nafas yang terbuang, Dalam sembang dan bayang-bayang. Terang yang malap, Memerangkap, Sunyi menyelinap, Kerana keramaian yang butuh dimakna, Dan dalam keperluan yang minta dipenuhi, Sayang saja masih juga berdiri sendiri. Berbeza frekuensi bicara, Tak berbalas, Malah membatas, Erat dan sempit, Melantun kembali menjadi soalan, Yang tak lalu […]
Waiting – Part XX
I am waiting for that day, when I can see your face again, right now I am in pain. When will I regain my happiness? I am forever in sadness. The hot, skinny latte I have not ordered, I could not be bothered. The new barista will not make it the same way you did, […]
Glassheart
I can’t heal the bleeding scars that once have been tortured and hurt, the pain will keep on hunting me. My solid heart turns into glass, fragile and with only just one life. You found a way, to break in and let blood flow through the twisted veins, make me alive again. Somehow I forgot […]
Berantakan
Detak jantung ini sudah retak, Dibuai kuatnya rasa resah, Seiring musnahnya harapan, Musnahnya sebuah perasaan, Menanti kapan tiba, Untuk membalut diri, Menunggu empat penjuru berbicara mesti, Tapi aku tak boleh pasti, Andai saat itu tiba, Sudah bersediakah diri ini, Kerana hidupku di bumi gegak gempita, Dirasuk nafsu perosak agama, Menghancurkan diri yang sudah sedia hina, […]
2020
To me, it is a wonder As we get older We forget that our parents aren’t getting any younger either We always see them as the most capable people We’re always busy with our own life, with work That it blinded us that our time with them are so little That we always took it […]
Some thought.
How can someone leave when they used to promise; they will forever stay? After all If that’s your choice, nothings left I could ever say. Perhaps those good old days; won’t bother me anyway. I pray so that in the future, we’ll never had chance to cross the same way. Pin 0
Taste You Once
I taste your lips once, and I cant stop myself from wanting more. Sweet, warm and lovely, that’s all I can remember. From small talk, we locked eye to eye to a passionate kiss. I can still feel you in me. It ended too soon, without an opening or even closure. Your smell still linger […]
January Ending
I sat on your thorns, January, a losing queen- while you stretched over the kingdom like a slow plague; you have made the people sick, brought out teeths in a room full of gentle farmers all those blood on your hands, January, I watched a mutiny unfold after your trail- angry torches we have […]
I wrote you as a good dream
ONE I heard that the size of a human heart is approximately the size of their fist; and still, I know nothing of your heart though I thought I had it- which is to say I’ve never seen you fold a fist and yet have felt every punch TWO I wrote you as a […]
escapism
Don’t hold onto me. Let me go. Won’t you? Let me fly and spread my wings. Away and away. Let my heavy soul wanders and lost. Don’t find me. I can always find my way back, If i want to, Not that I ought to. Let me find pieces of peace, that has been missing […]
Bukan Ikan Di Pasar
Terlalu tinggi darjat punca kau jadi keparat. Otak berkarat, hati hitam pekat. Baru berpangkat sudah rasa diri terlalu hebat. Boleh tentukan nilai seseorang pada mata kasar.. Bukan tengok pada dasar.. Hoi.. menilai orang bukan seperti memilih ikan di pasar.. Selam dalam dalam.. Kenal luar dalam Ini tidak. Tahunya cuma menganyam, menghantam tetapi mengaku Islam. Lupa, […]
Pesan Ibu
Ibuku sering berpesan.. Berhati-hati memilih teman, yang baik di hadapan belum tentu suci dalaman. Busuk hati, penuh dengan kebencian, ibarat gunting dalam lipatan. Madu ku beri penuh senyuman, dibalas racun di balik tangan. Selagi aku dianggap berkepentingan, silakan ambil kesempatan. Jangan nanti diambil tindakan, Jari kau tunding salahkan pendengaran, Padahal mulut tak henti menyebarkan. Yang […]
God Bless
I was born begging for God’s mercy, fear and love for all that is Holy, each day began praising Thee, and each day ends praying for He. As I mature, fear grew into hatred, as men in tunics demand me to be wed, a child barely grown, yet groped and drowned by guilt. […]
runaway moon
let me live in a skyless utopia, promise I’ll never wonder why the moon is quiet again; my friend, a painter, knows the crevices of stars like the back of her hand, still, knows no meaning of silence which is to say I’ve wandered in search of the moon- glimpses of him in people […]
“you deserve better…”
“…honestly you d3serve someone who l0ves you unconditionally because you’re a gr3at person with a bri8ht mind and i admir3 you a lot,” Pin 0