what are we? we shall not be define as what we are to each other is never consistent we used to be classmate then cherish each other and became friend or should i say bestfriend but at certain time we act like we never knew one another once we passed that phase we thought we […]
Let Me Start Over
I wish someone would have sat me down and told me To explore my options and expand my potentials To follow my heart rather than trusting my head blindly Rather than confining myself to the constricting mould of society I wish they would have told me not to go on a chase impulsively Just for me […]
A Glitch in Reality
Temporary bliss A glitch in reality So let me have it Pin 0
run away
because im afraid to go home as if i dont belong none of the thing in my house i can own like im always alone Pin 0
Miss You Proper
how do i teach myself to not want. have i not done all that i can fuck i went from begging you to begging myself. and it wears me out to speak so loudly of you. to speak of you at all. see me bleed out and splatter i’ve been clawing at myself. ask me […]
[TW] Still
Do you remember last year, When I prayed for death, I kept saying without fear, To give me your wrath? I’m alive still though not sure why, But I’m barely living a good life, I wonder still when will I die, More often than I wonder if I’ll be a wife. You see I’m not […]
Berlari dalam kotak insaniti
Aku bukanlah seorang penulis. Hanyalah seorang wanita yang ingin didengari, waima selalu menyendiri, seperti radio yang bunyinya bagai menunggu hari. Aku disini bukanlah untuk menceritakan soal pilunya hati disakiti kekasih ‘sejati’. Kerana bagiku, pilu itu semua kisah dulu, kisah lalu, yang cuma buat diriku haru dan biru. Kisah hari ini, adalah kisah sepi. Sepi seorang […]
Cheer Up
Cheer Up When you want to give up Always look up Make better make up As you grow up Remember to cheer up Before you back up When time count up As you speed up Always cheer up And all suit up Before you follow up Life is nothing but a mix up […]
For I Find Comfort In All Of It
watch my heart turns perfectly still at the sight of you. watch it burst out of my skin if it refuses to. fuck i’m so in love and you’re my purest form of happy. which is sad which is all that i have to give. make it stop. god make it […]
Love – Real Talk
Ever since little we’ve been bombarded about stories of Disney’s princess and the tale of Romeo and Juliet; Of how love is this great energy, force, or power that transcends all thing we can understand. Of how we should spend our lives searching for this gift we’ve born to find; Only to realise real world […]
Calm down little heart
Calm down little heart For everything that you’re scared as of now, Calm down little heart. For everything that makes you anxious every moment every day, Calm down little heart. For the nights that you thought would never end, For everything that you feel like burning inside, For the storm that you know will one […]
the first day of spring with no septum piercing
every day i long for a happy ending for the both of us. with hope as resilient as this weather, i believe it can only be found when the time is right. though time never matters, these memories do. i have no clue what to do with you, and all the things i should’ve never […]
Read upside down
Because your eyes were pool of lies, Yet somehow I got hypnotized, “Don’t trust those eyes!” They tried to give me advice, But oh, how time flies, I had a brokenheart once or twice, And only God knows how I tried to survive, I was dead inside but looked alive, I moved on and left […]
No longer number 1
When you’re no longer no.1. Even when you constantly standing at the front, When you’re no longer have something, And realize that you can’t afford to have nothing, When you’re no longer able to live, Let alone able to breathe, When you’re no longer admired, Don’t even think about being desired, When you’re no longer […]
Devoured
Will I be devoured– By another one of you? Or will I be powered– By hatred of feeling blue? In this stillness of moving time, They say you’re just like any other, Fate has not committed any crime, To this worsening weather. But it is you, you are the fault, Because you, you are the […]