Forgive me, mother, my sins.

I came home hollowed, guts spilled out and splattered across the deathbed I fell out of. The pills did not work and now I am empty of all but the perverted and profane.   I came home fractured, in pieces barely held together by my mother’s trembling arms. Her voice could not carry over one […]

aku takut manusia.

kadang kadang, aku takut manusia. manusia manusia sekarang, baiknya hanya sebentar. pernah ada yang membuatku tertawa sampai lupa akan dunia, sebelum akhirnya menyuruhku menangis dan kemudian dunia mentertawakan aku. pernah ada yang menarikku tinggi ke ruang angkasa, sebelum akhirnya mendorong jatuh ke bumi dengan alasan yang tidak logikal dan kemudian memijak ku terus masuk ke tanah buatannya. pernah ada […]

weary eyes looking for a few drops. some fuzzy looking silhouette, some weird looking tops. brand new crops for the night, some strangers glances for a moment to say hi. probably we could hang, just to get mighty high. although it won’t suffice for my weary looking eyes, we could have skipped the part where […]

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i told myself that im thirsty then she started to pour everything lil thing that i didnt know was they were my heavy untold thoughts not the water that i longed for now im here drowning painfully while staring at my full cup of tea   Pin 0

Kerana diam ku ada suara.

Diam ku ada suara. Namun suara itu cuma aku saja yang dengar. Kerana suara itu terlalu hingar untuk dunia mendengar. Terlalu bising sehingga ku takut gegendang mereka bakalan pecah berdarah mendengar teriakan ku. Hampir tsunami jiwa ku karna hempasan suara yang tiada kan putus bersatu menjalar berkongsi ke tiap urat yang membekal udara. Hampir bergempa […]

Selamat pulang.

Ku kira hadiah luka dari kamu itu mungkin terlalu dalam kerana setelah sekian waktu aku tidak menemukan dasarnya purnama berlalu tiada berhitung bahkan pungguk juga tiada berkhabar namun cahaya datang menerangi ketika aku mengaduh meraba dalam kepekatan menyuluh jalan ku menjauhi himpunan amarah yang letih berpesta jauh ku berpetualang berkeringat penat mencari jalan pulang dan […]

tragedi oktober.

in this line we’ve been at each other’s hand. going through this zombie apocalypse. and we’re the zombies.  i layan Aimer. you layan Brockhampton. layan diri. we self-service.  we jazz. i tengok boys’ love. you tengok i je.  we still jazz.  i write tragedies. you write lyrics.  tahu-tahu kita dah jazz sampai bulan. rupa-rupanya bulan bentuk […]

we were all once hung dry in the corner of despair. crumbling in pain, its crippling affair. grim and sorrow, hearts unrepair, endless struggle nothing to compare. we were all once, torned asunder, poor heart, ravaged and plundered. ravelling heart looking to gander. to have an answer, or to surrender. Pin 0

All Over Again

The world is not always in your favor, You try to be more braver. There are days when you’re a fighter But other days you want to be a quitter.   The blue color in your sky faded, You’re getting weary and feeling jaded. One day it will turn brighter, You know this too will […]

Find Me

My heart is getting weary, Where is my bravery? Scattering everywhere, Maybe it is here, there, somewhere?   Clock is ticking, My heart is breaking, Time heals they said Then why this scars won’t fade?   I wonder. Will I stuck here forever? With this pain, That makes me feel drained?   I have been […]

Unique You

I want to see your smile, I want to see you fly.  I hope you hold on, So you can move on.    To the better days, With brighter rays.  Come forward, Don’t be a coward.    You have come from million miles, Now you deserve so many smiles, After all the tears, And the […]

antara sajak-sajak patah

Suatu hari, aku telah meletakkanmu di antara sajak-sajakku yang patah. Hanya kau yang tahu, kalau aku, selalu mahu hilang dalam jenaka-jenaka yang tak bermakna dan lupa. Surat-suratmu sudah tidak lagi aku kirimkan. Maka ini, adalah surat terakhir tentang tuan, si penglipurlara dan penghibur hati saya. Mustahak untuk saya tuliskan surat ini, kerana saya harus bertapak […]

Life, love, live.

life is easy when you live for yourself, when you are free from others expectations. to be able to face yourself in the mirror. unfazed by your flaws, and to grow in them. to bloom like a flower, and.  to be true, and to be you. Pin 2

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