Here’s to the boy I constantly wrote about. To the boy who was the main character to all my stories, all the ones he ever loved. Who boasted himself of his music taste until I listened to a music genre I never liked because it reminded me of the moments when the tar was slick […]


Shut up. I’d tell myself to shut up. Thoughts so loud it’s not as if I could be heard. Mind like a crowd it’s not as if I could escape. So fucked up I couldn’t get myself to look at your face. So frail, my arms couldn’t carry even the slightest weight. Be amazed, at […]


The first step that I’ll take is the one where I close my eyes and hope for the best… See I always believed that if I worked hard enough, something good will eventually come my way but that seemed to be the biggest lie that I told myself. I hope someone doesn’t find me dead […]


“Love your imperfections every angle” It doesn’t mean i LOVE it. It means i accept it either you change it for better (not for our relationship but yourself) or we could tolerance it together. Because knowing your imperfection doesn’t mean i don’t have one. “Sometimes words are not enough” Your consistency attitude are the proof. […]

Pengalaman: Aku bertanya untuk faham.

Aku persoalkan agama aku, Islam. Sejak aku berumur 6 aku tanya ibubapa dan guru-guru aku. “Kenapa Islam itu sempurna?” Dan jawapan mereka, “Tak boleh persoalkan Islam seperti itu, Islam itu sememangnya sempurna” Aku persoalkan agama bukanlah sebab aku tidak ada keyakinan pada agama. Tetapi aku seorang yang nak memahami sebab mengapa disebalik jawapan. Pada umur […]

Aku beza

Aku lihat dunia Dengan mata sentiasa berkaca Tidak gugur merentas pipi Tapi kering sendiri . Dan aku lihat dunia Seperti kamu; tidak sama Aku dari mata yang sunyi Hitamnya kosong, putihnya tiada erti . Cerah definisi aku, tapi gelap untuk kamu Cantik dimataku, tapi carik dimatamu Lantas kau bicara sepertinya kau sa–orang yang benar Sepertinya […]

me for me

i don’t want you to like me for my looks i don’t want you to hate me because i’m ugly i don’t want you to like me for my achievement i don’t want you to hate me for my failure i don’t want you to like me for all the diamonds i don’t want you […]


change is a funny thing. one time we know a person as the funny and exuberant one, the next thing we know when we knew them for years they’re not the same anymore. They’re this different person that’s so alien with the concept of knowing them a long time ago. Have you ever have someone […]

About You

I have always wondering, Everything that I wrote, These heavy longing that’s burdening my chest, The melancholy and bliss I felt, Does it always directed to only one person? I have always believed that our hearts are capable of loving More than one person. Romantically I mean. That explain the ‘cheating’ game Some people are […]


Just tell me baby, if you don’t love me anymore. So I could walk away with this heart that has been bruised long ago. But if you do love me, why would you let me go? You are the sun of my life, the moon to my nights and light to my soul, why would […]

Alphabets and Numbers

“I’m more than just alphabets and numbers, I’m bones and cells, skin and muscles. And those are just the physical layers… Those numbers don’t get to define me, never.” But up all night, eyes bright, here I am,                             moonlight as a friend […]

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