How do I start this?

Bukan ini yang aku nak I always thought that Life could be so much better Macam pelangi lepas hujan Bintang dalam gelap malam Golden sunset tepi pantai Tak, bukan golden sunset.   Tapi hakikat tak seindah khayalan I thought i got life all figured out Macam satu tambah satu dua Kuning campur merah jingga But […]


1994: 3.04 am Petir yang sabung menyabung menakutkan si bayi kecil di atas pangkuan empuk ibunya. Nita membiarkan jari-jari si kecil menggenggam kelingkingnya seperti tempat pergantungan hidup. Melindunginya daripada mendengar selain bunyian petir di atas kerana ada guruh lain yang lebih kejam di bawah. Ferhad memulas tombol pintu perlahan. Dia tergesa-gesa melangkah masuk ke dalam […]


its been a while i have been walking alone passing by the withering flowers/   with my worn out heart i carefully say goodbye to my feelings i let it fade away in the dark yet you come and knock on the door/   i look at the sky letting the clouds remind me that […]

i had no one when it comes to me

I wish someone would realise how big heartbreak really is and how a breakup really affect someone, shattering them into pieces, turning them onto being something they’re not. Yet every single day, they put on their t-shirts, wore their best smile, goes out and act like everything’s okay. I had my breakup last year. Everything […]


“i will only marry you when you had already resign” Dear future, do you really think that my work is more important than you..  That my work is that much worth more than you..  That money actually been the reason we always faught.. My work is never a reason.. Money is never a reason.. The […]


    These upgraded feeling scares me. I am aware that im starting to feel more than I intended to. I didn’t plan to love you this much. I thought I would just go with the flow, Or whatever it is that is meant to be. I didn’t intend on falling hard, And feeling so […]

Whatever Next.

I cant seems to put my words about you. should I start from how we first met, or when I first fall for you? or should I begin on how you manage to open my heart, or should I recall back our first actual date? Is it the way you pat my head ( fav […]

to my sweet sweet honey

that was a stupid-immature relationship. but i still remember how hard and how painful the ending was. and unfortunately, the reason for my trust issue now. i hate that i still need to think twice everytime someone is approaching, just because im being shadowed by my past honey, trust me. this is temporary. all i […]

A flop fighter

Physically strong, But a loser inside. Acting all tough and brave, But scared and dying inside. Emitting the brightest smile infront of everyone, But hiding a big scar and crying heavily inside. I’m a girl, Dreaming for a hope. A hope, That will never be fulfilled. Dreaming for my close ones, To understand and acknowledge […]


Dear Z, This one is for you. Heal is what both of us strive to get right? Both of us were in that phase of broken hearted because the vibe around us had changed. It was hard for both us. Luckily, we both found each other and I get comfortable to be around you day […]

The Same Old Love Letter

For my beloved protagonist, Three hundred and sixty-three, three hundred and sixty-four, three hundred and sixty-five… days. Every day, God let me feel the pain of this regret. Every drop of this blood, He let me feel the taste of my own action. Every tick on that clock, He wouldn’t let me rest. Not even […]


And I knew. I knew from the beginning that you were not serious. But I still love you anyway. I still fought for you. I betrayed myself. I betrayed everyone who warned me about you. I have faith in you. I loved you and I still do. Do know that when I love, I love […]

Much Too Much

I was much too much In the choice of words In the clangs of cutlery It was much too much In my irritable mind In my weak spirituality She was much too much In her constant nagging In her demand for perfection They were much too much In their reliance on me In their ignorance […]

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