Tidak Kuduga Cintamu: Prolog

“…BERSAKSIKAN Ajwad, pada waktu ini, detik ini, aku lepaskan kau. Mulai sekarang, kau bukan lagi isteri aku!” “Afiq…” Kakinya yang dipegang erat oleh Syafiella direntap sekuat hati menyebabkan gadis itu jatuh terjelopok. Air mata semakin laju mengalir. Dia mematungkan dirinya di situ. Terasa separuh jiwanya bagai disedut keluar daripada jasad. Ajwad hanya melihat sambil tersenyum […]

All Alone

“‘what don’ kill us, makes us stronger’… A JOKE. What don’ kill us… Eats us ALIVE. Body… And soul.” – Batman Damned   We hurt. And pain the only thing we share. Life is so unpredictable. Never know what’s coming… Some days are just bad days. At some point, we’re missing pieces of ourselves. Only […]

Confusing signs

I never thought, one day I will fall for someone this hard? and the sad thing is, I fell for the wrong person. you are arrogant, narcissistic, egoistic and all the bad personalities, but I keep reminding myself all your good traits instead. All my friends asked me to stay away from you, even my […]

You think so little of me

I appreciate every little effort you put on me. From the time we had spent together, till money you had wasted on me. Thank you for all the things you had bought. I cherished every each of it. I still keep the watch and ring nicely in their box. The shoes you bought for me, […]

Mantra : Fuck it !

Bicara tentang kau, all I need is to recall back the weekend we’d spent together. You came all the way from Damansara via train just to ride the same train with me. 2 hari sebelum, i did asked if you will wear shirt for our next outing but knowing you – I know that you […]


Hey there  Temporary man. You came just in time; not too early nor too late. Not too fancy with words, not to hard in gaining attention. As simple as it may sound, that is exactly how you slipped into my world. I’ll call you TM for now, short form for Temporary Man. When you came […]

dear ex best friend.

dear ex best friend, “why, why, why?” “what did i do?” “why did she cut me off?” these thoughts often run through my mind like a shinkansen (Japanese bullet train) everytime i see your face, your tweets or even the slightest mention of your name. it doesn’t just run through my mind once, sometimes twice, […]

Adults are a mess too

I used to think that adults were better. Much more powerful, stronger and reliable. I used to think that they were perfect. Always right hence why they wouldn’t understand our feelings. When we were young we were emotional and full of anger. We thought that the world owed us. We held grudge for no reason. […]

Am I normal?

21 years of living, Never once have I ever given my heart to a guy, They said oh jual mahal, oh sombong, Little do they know… The first man my idol gave her heart to, Gave her a family and a home in return, Why would i give my heart to a random man, Who […]

The Last Goodbye

  You left us that night. Exactly at 1 am. And I’ve arrived just where you were at 1.10 am. Didn’t make it to your last moment. Didn’t get to say my last goodbye. Didn’t get to ask for forgiveness.   And Ive been carrying that heavy feeling since then. All the fights and all […]

We failed

We fell for each other almost instantaneously. It was too quick. We were never friends. We never wanted to know each other. We let our eyes and hormones take control. We comfortably overlooked the red flags. We romanticized the idea of love at first sight. We failed. I didn’t open up to you. I never […]


It was quiet. From where I’m sitting, I could see the big round moon and the stars shine bright around it. It was midnight. I was so lost in my own thoughts. Not sure why but it felt right for me to dwell in my own feelings. There were too many in my head, too […]

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