Walls

I am not scared of being alone. But I am worried of losing you. Losing you not to someone else, but to your new self. Slowly, you start to change. You are no longer the person that I fell in love with. You talk less. You smile less. When we together, I felt so distant. […]

Forgive But Never Forget

We always heard people said, let’s forgive but never forget. But how far we manage to forgive when we tend to not forget about it?   This just came to me suddenly when I was casually talking with my husband about his work stuff. Everytime we open a story on things related to work, I […]

The Red Shirt

I noticed. I noticed how you had that one shirt you adored. That one shirt you wear whenever you had to go to a meeting or to an important event. That one shitty-looking shirt that you like so much I didnt bother to condemn. You look best when you’re confident, and i like seeing you […]

My Muse

I didn’t realise this at first, Only after few years later. Only after I read back what I wrote. Everything I wrote was about you. Life after you. Life with you. And life before you. And honestly, I was happy. Reading about my life which its core centre was you.   And now, After so […]

Sick

Cold but hot It suffers more than i thought Hard breathing Throat itching Head aching Trouble to sleep The pain that is so deep With that dry and chapped lips Hot chocolate that i sip Brings me the relief that i need Pin 0

dear you. love, me

17/1/19 knowing you, thought i didn’t have to cry like i used to no more. but i loved you so much that i cried even more. but you broke me like you never loved me, and you lied like i never mattered. so maybe i would say i wish we never met on that elevator. […]

Berbeza

Agak lama juga aksara tidak disusun Baris demi baris Kata demi kata Semakin aku hidup Nafas yang ku hirup Aku mengamati dan berfikir Sehingga renunganku diganggu makhluk Beza Manusia semuanya punya ingin yang berbeza Ada yang mahu tenang Ada yang mahu kacau Dan ada tidak mahu apa apa Perbezaan ini harus dirai Agar nanti semua […]

Rindu

Dalam sunyi ku sendiri Terkadang rindu bertamu mengusik sepi Apakah kau bahagia di sana Seperti sinar suria Yang sentiasa ceria Aku di sini sihat aja Semuanya teratur sempurna Akira. 2247. 080618. Aku rindu Pin 0

Beza fasa

Musim bunga dah tiba Walaupun Julai, musim bunga bagi aku Semuanya indah belaka Lima purnama senyum sentiasa Lima purnama musim bunga Mulut tidak lekang dek namanya ——————————————————————————————————————————– Tusuk aku seribu kali, Cucuk aku seribu duri, Luka hati tetapkan sama, Masih disini menunggu menanti. ——————————————————————————————————————————– Sajak sajak cinta Puisi puisi yang mengayun jiwa Sudah muak semuanya Sudah […]

literally thank u next

2018 has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. I feel like it’s been here forever. As a matter of fact, it’s still here. Here’s a recap on my 2018. Earlier this year, it was pretty good. Nothing oh so significant. Getting in to 2018, so many things happened. Good one and the bad one. […]

why

if only i can meet you again in the future, I seriously want to ask you this one things, “why did you do that? why did you give me hopes when you know you’re still in love with someone else? why did u act like you’re single and makes me fall for you when you […]

google

i searched in google for a certain words in spanish so when i tweet it it will feel less sad but i clearly understand at that moment i am very sad which is makes me truly understand i am nobody every words that come out cuts through people’s throat every face that i met will turned […]

Overdose

I let myself embrace this wicked hunger That keeps hunting me like a wild thunder My mind then begins drifting into the dark sky Is this what it feels like? To die? But I still breathe you and take you in Until I willingly become a part of you Cold shiver crawls on my icy […]

was it hope or anything else

we always thought, that when we give in so much that we would get something back in return.  that’s what we always do, we hope. but they never actually tell you that hopes can actually kill. not physically.  it could ache every single part of you, and every single inch of happiness left in your […]

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