Will you?

“loving someone is like giving them a gun and trusting them not to pull the trigger” but you did pull the trigger, didn’t you? and it shot right through the part of my heart where the love for you was kept. it scarred me all this while. but did the love flows out? – it […]

like stars in the galaxy

Like the trillions of stars, makes up the galaxies, we’re made up molecules, clusters of cells, collections of tissues,  of nerve-wires and blood canals cascades of reactions and muscles contractions even if one ceases,  the rest persist.   Need no look further for all within us is enough to bring us closer  to the One, […]

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How i wish everything changes like the time we had. I’m sorry i had to say things that needed to be said because i wanted to know the real reasons. Yes,it was harsh. Harsh enough for me to lose you forever. Alas,the saddest thing about it when you said you no longer love me.That’s so […]

Abu and I

Hi everyone It’s my first entry here. Phew,i’m not really sure why I am here but i would like to share about this particular aloof cat;Abu. Let me remind you,she is the cat that appeared out of nowhere in front of our house. At first,i fell in love with her.Her faded grey fur was not […]

Forget? Forgive?

  I don’t know if its doable. I sometimes wonder, Will you forgive me if I Did the same exact thing, To you? Or your family? Loved ones? Would you mind if I scarred them for life? Like you did, To me?   I try hard digging to my heart core, Hoping to find that […]

HAZED kind of love

Went on a date with D It feels nice he appreciate every little thing The music at the restaurant The taste of the meal he ate with me Focusing on me while waiting our food Eventhough it takes hours But phone aside Ahh he’s appreciating everything and that include me Talking with Z I love […]

I don’t want to talk about this.

I don’t want to talk about school for all they are now are just competing grades and their stupid rules.   I don’t want to talk about exam cause they all are just the vomit of what I memorised from a.m to a.m.   I don’t want to talk about studying since their definition changed […]

Sadness

  I didn’t know it back then. That break ups caused a different kind of sadness. Not the same kind of sadness Where your siblings ate your last cookies, Or when your crush had a girlfriend, Or even when your parents punished you for Your brother’s wrongdoing.   If I knew the pain and weight […]

Walls

I am not scared of being alone. But I am worried of losing you. Losing you not to someone else, but to your new self. Slowly, you start to change. You are no longer the person that I fell in love with. You talk less. You smile less. When we together, I felt so distant. […]

Forgive But Never Forget

We always heard people said, let’s forgive but never forget. But how far we manage to forgive when we tend to not forget about it?   This just came to me suddenly when I was casually talking with my husband about his work stuff. Everytime we open a story on things related to work, I […]

The Red Shirt

I noticed. I noticed how you had that one shirt you adored. That one shirt you wear whenever you had to go to a meeting or to an important event. That one shitty-looking shirt that you like so much I didnt bother to condemn. You look best when you’re confident, and i like seeing you […]

My Muse

I didn’t realise this at first, Only after few years later. Only after I read back what I wrote. Everything I wrote was about you. Life after you. Life with you. And life before you. And honestly, I was happy. Reading about my life which its core centre was you.   And now, After so […]

One of a kind

Memories flickered into my mind as i saw him there Those mirthful moments, so rare It was really amusing, i swear Yet there’s something I wasn’t aware Had i thought of the consequences Or give myself some spaces It was sooner to assume Daunted of getting the same wound I was once enshrined by the […]

Sick

Cold but hot It suffers more than i thought Hard breathing Throat itching Head aching Trouble to sleep The pain that is so deep With that dry and chapped lips Hot chocolate that i sip Brings me the relief that i need Pin 0

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