Mantra : Fuck it !

Bicara tentang kau, all I need is to recall back the weekend we’d spent together. You came all the way from Damansara via train just to ride the same train with me. 2 hari sebelum, i did asked if you will wear shirt for our next outing but knowing you – I know that you […]


Hey there  Temporary man. You came just in time; not too early nor too late. Not too fancy with words, not to hard in gaining attention. As simple as it may sound, that is exactly how you slipped into my world. I’ll call you TM for now, short form for Temporary Man. When you came […]

dear ex best friend.

dear ex best friend, “why, why, why?” “what did i do?” “why did she cut me off?” these thoughts often run through my mind like a shinkansen (Japanese bullet train) everytime i see your face, your tweets or even the slightest mention of your name. it doesn’t just run through my mind once, sometimes twice, […]

Adults are a mess too

I used to think that adults were better. Much more powerful, stronger and reliable. I used to think that they were perfect. Always right hence why they wouldn’t understand our feelings. When we were young we were emotional and full of anger. We thought that the world owed us. We held grudge for no reason. […]

Am I normal?

21 years of living, Never once have I ever given my heart to a guy, They said oh jual mahal, oh sombong, Little do they know… The first man my idol gave her heart to, Gave her a family and a home in return, Why would i give my heart to a random man, Who […]

The Last Goodbye

  You left us that night. Exactly at 1 am. And I’ve arrived just where you were at 1.10 am. Didn’t make it to your last moment. Didn’t get to say my last goodbye. Didn’t get to ask for forgiveness.   And Ive been carrying that heavy feeling since then. All the fights and all […]

We failed

We fell for each other almost instantaneously. It was too quick. We were never friends. We never wanted to know each other. We let our eyes and hormones take control. We comfortably overlooked the red flags. We romanticized the idea of love at first sight. We failed. I didn’t open up to you. I never […]


It was quiet. From where I’m sitting, I could see the big round moon and the stars shine bright around it. It was midnight. I was so lost in my own thoughts. Not sure why but it felt right for me to dwell in my own feelings. There were too many in my head, too […]

dancing feet

maybe they’re right but what is the truth? if i meant to be unhappy i may need to learn to spell it out loud U.N.H.A.P.P.Y spell it out loud let my feet dance to the alphabet to the melodies of my fate i dont want to get across i just want to keep swimming in […]


Sayang. Yang tak pernah sanggup untukku ungkapkan, walaupun setelah “kita” berakhir. Dan sekarang aku makin sedar, sesungguhnya tidak pernah ada “kita”. Yang ada hanyalah aku, aku dan rasaku. Rasa yang mungkin sebenarnya dicipta oleh diriku sendiri dan diberikan pula kepada diriku sendiri. Kau tak pernah bersalah menurutku, yang bersalah hanyalah aku. Aku dan kebodohanku. Yang […]


Cuba untuk move on tetapi xboleh..cuba nak bercakap heart-to-heart dgn dia,tapi seolah-olah dia bukan orang yang aku kenali. Tutur katanya tiada perasaan,kosong..sama macam hatinya pada aku. Tiada sekelumit benci aku padanya atas apa yg terjadi. Masih lagi mencari sebab kenapa ini terjadi. Tuhan pun tidak mahu menolongku. Kadang2 aku risau juga atas diri sendiri,sudah berbulan2 […]

The Ukulele

It was dark brown and rugged, Light reflected on it as it was well-polished, 4 strings was enough to make me drift away, Every time you strummed the strings, The melody it made, sent me to the stars up there, But when you started to sing, Your voice, Sent me way back in time, To […]

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