Yes, we’re nonsense

Everything is make sense now. I understand now why all this things happen. Know I now why you never wanted to keep me in your life. Do you still remember my question? “Kenapa kita jadi macam ni?” I asked myself why this happen why we never work out. Now i know. Bitter truth. Im so […]

if i knew

if i knew i cant endure this sadness, i wouldn’t ask for breaking up eventho it’s all your fault. even i knew i’ll suffer if i stay with you. but at least, im with you. idc if it hurts me a lot as long as im with you. there are many reasons to hate you, […]


3.05 am Have always been the kindest to you. Fell head over heels for you. Have my softest spot in my heart for you. Always have a thing for you. Changed my plans just to hear you out. To be there for you Because I know how it feels To have nobody You came to […]

day 14 of breaking up

it hurts, whenever i faced problems, it reminds me of you, you were beside me when things get rough, now you are no longer here, beside me. eventho you said you are there if i need you. but things wouldnt be the same. it hurts knowing i still need you. your words that always keep […]


I have a lot to say, but indescribable by words, by writings. All these uneasy feelings, heartbreaks i felt all these years are really disturbing my emotions. It’s not vividly totally about love as what normal teenagers had these days. Sometimes, it’s about life that me (or even other people) had in life- the conditions, […]

Alpha and Beta

We all know alpha is the superior one and beta is the inferior one. In simple concept that is. I wanna tie in the alpha and beta concept in our relationships. So basically, in any kind of relationships, there’s always one who is an alpha, or a beta. Yes it is kinda like the top […]


Kau pembawa sinarku Jangan biar cahaya ini pudar Aku tak mahu kau hilang Aku tak ingin lagi menetap di lorong hina   Seribu kata maaf pun takkan pernah cukup untuk membaiki hati Aku tahu itu Action speaks louder than word kan sayang? Maka, I will continue to love you better and better each day. Janji. […]


Malam ini sunyi Tidak seperti selalu Aku menanti notifikasi darimu Notifikasi muncul Tetapi hal yang kita bincangkan adalah tentang kebodohanku   Salah aku kerana mengecewakanmu Salah aku kerana tidak berfikir panjang Aku bodoh, aku tahu Aku tak layak dicintai   Namun apa yang ku tahu Aku amat menyayangimu Aku takkan pernah mampu menjalani kehidupan ini […]

you took me for granted

You took me for granted. It’s been more than 3 months. I’m tired of having you in my mind, I’m tired of always having Dec 20th 2019 playing over and over again in my head. I hate myself for not being able to get over you, over what you did. I hate myself for not […]

grown accustomed.

my heart beats to the rhythm of your favorite song. my mouth utters the lines of your favorite book. my eyes, they glimmer to every sight your name. my hands, though further away always try to find yours.   you mold yourself to the curves of my edges. i inspire the air you expire. the […]

A call for a journey

Until then I really have no plan to fix things around me I guess. The only plan that I have in mind was to follow my guts (even I get confused at my guts constantly) and to just follow the flow. I have so much goal. So much wants that I want to achieve. I […]

You vs Me

“Love it when your name pops up,” you said.   Love it when just your existence, flutters my heart. but to say there are butterflies feels like an understatement. There are fireworks, exploding in every chamber of my heart, electric through the gushing of my blood. and thunder from the firing of my nerves.   What more, […]

Long term

I never believed in long term relationships. Sure, they exist, just like things such as endless money or life without hardships. I don’t think everyone should make it a goal to make sure a relationship should last a long time for it to be valuable or to be considered as a happy relationship. What happened […]

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