Honestly, it has been a rough year for me. Felt like nothing is working out for me. Lost my grandparents, got rejected for further studies, can’t seem to find a suitable job and the list goes on. I have a lot of things in my mind. Every time I wanted to give up, I remembered […]

They Told Me

They told me to seek help, I did. They told me I’m too sensitive, I agreed. They told me my feelings are invalid, I understood. They told me to be happy, I tried. They told me this is temporary, I believed. They told me to hold on, But what am I holding on to, If […]

What I feel

Been soo emotional for these past months I forgot the feeling of happiness I forgave & I begged I try to be nice But It seems not enough Someone gives his loves to someone who’s already has love inside her soul while abandoned my empty soul Well the more I want to know the more […]

Sekadar luahan hati

Kadang-kadang, aku rasa diri aku ni selalu dikhianati walaupun dengan sahabat sendiri yang aku amat sayangi. Aku sayang kau sebab aku kenal kau dah lama, lagi lama daripada kawan-kawan yang lain. Kadang-kadang, aku tak makan sebab aku tunggu kau nak makan sekali. Eh, tengok-tengok kau dah pergi makan dengan orang lain. Padahal sehari sebelum tu […]

Perfect Shapes

I’ve always mistaken the sun as the brightest light, that only leads me to burn myself down. I’m still searching for the shooting stars to brighten the sky, I don’t want to spend the night in total darkness. I discover a lot of incomplete shapes, trying to adjust, squeezing to fit into each other, but […]


the emptiness screams so loud, and yet no words were formed, no voice were heard because it’s empty.   like the chairs in an abandoned library, empty. yet again, the empty spaces, feel suffocating, air-tightening. Breaths short, in the open, empty air.   like the deserted deserts, empty. but it feels crowded. Felt like drowning, […]


The way he treats me, he teaches me to be independent. He teaches me to be away from him. I learn to live without him. I learn to survive. I learn to be with my own feet. I’m getting stronger. One day, when this heart feel nothing, I know I can just fly away. Just […]


Your mornings begin with a smile nowadays. The first thing that you look for as soon as you popped your eyes opens from your slumber is the man beside you. He is the one that’s carrying the mantle of warming up the bed and your slim body the way you like it. You mumble something […]

On Happiness

The best thing about happiness is that you can make others happy without being happy. You can still make a joke even when you’re sad and dead inside. Even when life seems to falling down and things are never seem to get better. Maybe that’s why God made me funny (self-proclaim lol), to spread it […]

a supposed new chapter

He still is the man of my dream regardless. I mean he’s not crazy good looking but he’s charming, the type that would hold your hand and gently massage your shoulder without being asked. Meeting him was refreshing. I mean, he is foreign. With a certain accent, such a turn on and plus, he is […]


Sendiri aku memandang langit Berbicara dengan Tuhan mengenai hati Kerana pandanganku mulai kabur Hatiku mulai gelap Hanya Dia yang mengerti Hanya Dia yang tahu segala hal aku dan juga dunia Aku tanya pada Tuhan, salahkah jika aku mulai pasrah Aku menerima semuanya walau keadaan aku tidak rela Ada masa aku kuat jika teringat Ada masa […]

Heart on my sleeves

Just because a guy is older, it doesn’t mean he’s ready for anything serious.   Why do I say this? Well   He was 28 and everything I dreamed of. Financially he was not stable. He spent his early years playing around. Postponing his studies to pursue something that was just a hobby. A hobby […]

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