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How i wish everything changes like the time we had. I’m sorry i had to say things that needed to be said because i wanted to know the real reasons. Yes,it was harsh. Harsh enough for me to lose you forever. Alas,the saddest thing about it when you said you no longer love me.That’s so […]

Abu and I

Hi everyone It’s my first entry here. Phew,i’m not really sure why I am here but i would like to share about this particular aloof cat;Abu. Let me remind you,she is the cat that appeared out of nowhere in front of our house. At first,i fell in love with her.Her faded grey fur was not […]

Forget? Forgive?

  I don’t know if its doable. I sometimes wonder, Will you forgive me if I Did the same exact thing, To you? Or your family? Loved ones? Would you mind if I scarred them for life? Like you did, To me?   I try hard digging to my heart core, Hoping to find that […]

HAZED kind of love

Went on a date with D It feels nice he appreciate every little thing The music at the restaurant The taste of the meal he ate with me Focusing on me while waiting our food Eventhough it takes hours But phone aside Ahh he’s appreciating everything and that include me Talking with Z I love […]

I don’t want to talk about this.

I don’t want to talk about school for all they are now are just competing grades and their stupid rules.   I don’t want to talk about exam cause they all are just the vomit of what I memorised from a.m to a.m.   I don’t want to talk about studying since their definition changed […]

Sadness

  I didn’t know it back then. That break ups caused a different kind of sadness. Not the same kind of sadness Where your siblings ate your last cookies, Or when your crush had a girlfriend, Or even when your parents punished you for Your brother’s wrongdoing.   If I knew the pain and weight […]

Walls

I am not scared of being alone. But I am worried of losing you. Losing you not to someone else, but to your new self. Slowly, you start to change. You are no longer the person that I fell in love with. You talk less. You smile less. When we together, I felt so distant. […]

Forgive But Never Forget

We always heard people said, let’s forgive but never forget. But how far we manage to forgive when we tend to not forget about it?   This just came to me suddenly when I was casually talking with my husband about his work stuff. Everytime we open a story on things related to work, I […]

The Red Shirt

I noticed. I noticed how you had that one shirt you adored. That one shirt you wear whenever you had to go to a meeting or to an important event. That one shitty-looking shirt that you like so much I didnt bother to condemn. You look best when you’re confident, and i like seeing you […]

My Muse

I didn’t realise this at first, Only after few years later. Only after I read back what I wrote. Everything I wrote was about you. Life after you. Life with you. And life before you. And honestly, I was happy. Reading about my life which its core centre was you.   And now, After so […]

Sick

Cold but hot It suffers more than i thought Hard breathing Throat itching Head aching Trouble to sleep The pain that is so deep With that dry and chapped lips Hot chocolate that i sip Brings me the relief that i need Pin 0

dear you. love, me

17/1/19 knowing you, thought i didn’t have to cry like i used to no more. but i loved you so much that i cried even more. but you broke me like you never loved me, and you lied like i never mattered. so maybe i would say i wish we never met on that elevator. […]

Berbeza

Agak lama juga aksara tidak disusun Baris demi baris Kata demi kata Semakin aku hidup Nafas yang ku hirup Aku mengamati dan berfikir Sehingga renunganku diganggu makhluk Beza Manusia semuanya punya ingin yang berbeza Ada yang mahu tenang Ada yang mahu kacau Dan ada tidak mahu apa apa Perbezaan ini harus dirai Agar nanti semua […]

Rindu

Dalam sunyi ku sendiri Terkadang rindu bertamu mengusik sepi Apakah kau bahagia di sana Seperti sinar suria Yang sentiasa ceria Aku di sini sihat aja Semuanya teratur sempurna Akira. 2247. 080618. Aku rindu Pin 0

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