Category: Dan lain-lain

It felt like you know a lot about me. Feels like you don’t. Maybe you do not know the details, But you do know how I feels. Part of me thinking that I should tell you everything, Part of me are afraid you’d run away. Well, who doesn’t? I would too if I were you. […]

—It’s 7 am in the morning. The rain just stops pouring. Im getting ready for a run. It’s a holy day I call it today. Why? Cause this doesn’t happen often, me waking up this early and getting ready for a morning run. I eat my breakfast quickly and grab my phones with earphones hanging […]

It’s beautiful to witness how love can change somebody, The power of love is beyond how logic can apply, A killer can turn to a lover, and a lover can turn to a killer. It’s beautiful and at the same time scary, How i wish i’ll not be possed by something that temporary. But still, […]

“Heartbreaks are not all about love , but friendship too “ I still remember the moment all of us cherish and spent together when we were in high school, 14 of us , were very closed to each other , Broke rules together, Silly jokes wherever, Promised to stay forever. But, As we reached our […]

What a waste, We should’ve been together if i stay right? Too bad i keep telling myself i’m a wanderer… Too dumb that i keep believing i’m cursed right? Oh how i wish you’ll still remember all of my delusional stories. Too late, you won’t read anything from me again. & that is my mistake, […]

1) You will barricade yourself You prefer to grief by yourself and refuse to open up to anyone else. If you let out to any of your family member, you might be ended up getting blamed for your wrong choices since you must be the family’s poster child. If you try open up to your […]

I am very fragile. Macam kaca; macam gelas. I am very fragile. Tapi aku selalu takut untuk tunjukkan retak pada tubuh. I am very fragile. Tapi aku rasa aku tak sepatutnya macamtu. Somehow, I feel like I am supposed to be brave, sturdy and bubbly all the time. I feel like I give burden to […]

dear Jane, Today is a little different. I’m missing you a little more. I’ve had it in my mind actually, for quite some time now. I’m just watering over the sprouts of my thoughts of you, hoping that when I get to see you my mind would become a field of blossomed flowers. I want […]

U: You do know that “sayang”, “cinta” and “love” have different meanings right? M: Yes, i do. I know that i “sayang” him, i cared for him, but it hasn’t gone pass “cinta” or “love” yet. U: How about him? M: I know that his feelings for me are between the last two. . It […]

Have you ever feel like you don’t know what you want in your life? I think I have quite an okay career to keep living. But I don’t feel happy because I’m not into what I’m doing and at the same time, I don’t even know what I want. I don’t have hobby or interest […]

Tomorrow is going to be better. I will do better. But where do I start ? What do i really want ? What am I here for ? Now I am scared, confused, and mad. It’s already tomorrow yet I am everything but better. Sigh. Not again. Not this dark pit again. Dont yell. Dont […]

  Nasi Goreng Pattaya pun ada prinsip tersendiri walaupun beza dia dengan Nasi Goreng Ayam hanyalah balutan telur yang di-zig-zag-kan dengan sos cili sebagai hiasan (kadang-kadang berbentuk hati). Prinsip dia buat diri dia tertonjol daripada yang lain dan istimewa untuk siapa diri dia sebenarnya. Engkau tak boleh sewenang-wenangnya nak ambil nasi goreng biasa dan makan […]

hey Jane, I hope things are going well over there. Things aren’t so well here though, you’ve probably already sensed it. For a supergirl like you, it was probably so obvious its as if you’re seeing me in front of your very eyes. Things aren’t so well at home. I’m just a little lost, everyday […]

It’s 11 11 and I am still lost I should’ve left that day I don’t want to keep writing about this, it makes me feel pathetic I don’t want to keep waiting either, no one is coming home That part of me is long gone and I shall go and create a new piece That […]

I always wonder how i love you. How can someone love someone yet not themselves? Without you i’m blue, so i guess that means i am blue myself. I heard in the end we are all selfish, but in the end, i would choose you. For you, i would gladly perish, but why? I have […]