Sekadar luahan hati

Kadang-kadang, aku rasa diri aku ni selalu dikhianati walaupun dengan sahabat sendiri yang aku amat sayangi. Aku sayang kau sebab aku kenal kau dah lama, lagi lama daripada kawan-kawan yang lain. Kadang-kadang, aku tak makan sebab aku tunggu kau nak makan sekali. Eh, tengok-tengok kau dah pergi makan dengan orang lain. Padahal sehari sebelum tu […]

Perfect Shapes

I’ve always mistaken the sun as the brightest light, that only leads me to burn myself down. I’m still searching for the shooting stars to brighten the sky, I don’t want to spend the night in total darkness. I discover a lot of incomplete shapes, trying to adjust, squeezing to fit into each other, but […]


the emptiness screams so loud, and yet no words were formed, no voice were heard because it’s empty.   like the chairs in an abandoned library, empty. yet again, the empty spaces, feel suffocating, air-tightening. Breaths short, in the open, empty air.   like the deserted deserts, empty. but it feels crowded. Felt like drowning, […]


The way he treats me, he teaches me to be independent. He teaches me to be away from him. I learn to live without him. I learn to survive. I learn to be with my own feet. I’m getting stronger. One day, when this heart feel nothing, I know I can just fly away. Just […]


Your mornings begin with a smile nowadays. The first thing that you look for as soon as you popped your eyes opens from your slumber is the man beside you. He is the one that’s carrying the mantle of warming up the bed and your slim body the way you like it. You mumble something […]

On Happiness

The best thing about happiness is that you can make others happy without being happy. You can still make a joke even when you’re sad and dead inside. Even when life seems to falling down and things are never seem to get better. Maybe that’s why God made me funny (self-proclaim lol), to spread it […]

a supposed new chapter

He still is the man of my dream regardless. I mean he’s not crazy good looking but he’s charming, the type that would hold your hand and gently massage your shoulder without being asked. Meeting him was refreshing. I mean, he is foreign. With a certain accent, such a turn on and plus, he is […]


Sendiri aku memandang langit Berbicara dengan Tuhan mengenai hati Kerana pandanganku mulai kabur Hatiku mulai gelap Hanya Dia yang mengerti Hanya Dia yang tahu segala hal aku dan juga dunia Aku tanya pada Tuhan, salahkah jika aku mulai pasrah Aku menerima semuanya walau keadaan aku tidak rela Ada masa aku kuat jika teringat Ada masa […]

Heart on my sleeves

Just because a guy is older, it doesn’t mean he’s ready for anything serious.   Why do I say this? Well   He was 28 and everything I dreamed of. Financially he was not stable. He spent his early years playing around. Postponing his studies to pursue something that was just a hobby. A hobby […]

My make believe safe space

I needed to get there. Let’s try it again one more time. Closed my eyes. Pitch black. —————————————————————— Where was I? Let’s see. A bench. Okay I know this place. I sat on the bench and almost instantly, there she was. White shirt tucked in high waisted jeans, glasses, wet hair, out of nowhere, walking […]

Benci lebih bijak berbicara

Apabila maaf diungkapkan Maaf juga turut keliru seperti aku Apabila cinta diucapkan Cinta tidak tahu apa yang berlaku Dan apabila rindu asyik menjelma Rindu kurang mengerti tentang kewujudannya Suka yang telah datang kian lamanya Kini persoalkan kembali kehadirannya Lalu aku toleh ke arah benci Benci tak henti henti berkata Seribu satu alasan diberi Sehingga aku […]


Congratulations. Today’s your graduation day. I remember wanting to be a part of that day. Your day. Just as you were a part of my day. Thank you for being there during that time. I wish I could congratulate you. But it’s okay.   I don’t miss you. I miss the times we were together. […]


If that thing happen again I will go I will not look back You will miss my laugh You will miss my stupid joke You will miss my touch You will miss how I really care about you You will miss how I treat you You will miss how I protect you You will miss […]

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