Hey, I guess I’m back again. It’s a yearly kind of visit I guess. Things haven’t been much fun and all. I guess being here means that I need a certain form of escape. A venting point. I just finished reading a friend’s entry and I guess I should try it again. So, this is the beginning of my *hopefully* weekly update.
This past few weeks have been hectic. Had to deal with people a lot and to be very honest I hate it. I don’t remember when I started to hate it. I was always receptive of those around me but lately I’ve been spiraling into my own small bubble. I don’t think its healthy and i think its of any good. Anywho, this will also incorporate a special ‘things I’m grateful for’ section and today just happen to be International Women’s Day. Yay!
I want to dedicate this post to the ladies who made me who I am now especially to my mother. I’m not known to be the most expressive person in the world but here goes nothing! and if by any chance you’re one of them who reads this, haha! I just want to express how much you mean to me and how grateful I am for how each and every one of you have touched my life and for that I am eternally grateful. You, ladies, are worth more than anything in this world and each and everyone of you deserve all the happiness in the world.
Ok. I’m bad at this I should stop.
Well, I guess that’s it I don’t really know what to say and how to end this. So, I’ll leave this quote with you
“Don’t cling to things, because everything is impermanent… But detachment doesn’t mean you don’t let the experience penetrate you.
On the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. That’s how you are able to leave it…You’re afraid of the pain, you’re afraid of the grief… But by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head even, you experience them fully and completely.You know what pain is. You know what love is. “All right. I have experienced that emotion. I recognize that emotion. Now I need to detach from that emotion for a moment.”- Mitch Albom