Sit at a place where you feel comfortable, try to think about what will happen in future and try to find out many possible answers you can. It is not that hard and it is not that easy too. Think carefully.
They do not know what you are going through. I know it is hard for some of us to explain the situation to others and you think it is better to keep it silent. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t ask you to be opened up but be honest to yourself. Are you feeling okay? If the answer is no, just say no. Don’t fake it. Eventually, you will dig your own grave.
If you’ve feeling to give up in whatever you’re doing now, just don’t proceed. If asking opinions from people around you is not worth it, then stop it too. Ask yourself if it’s okay to give up now? After all what you have done, it is worth it? Be stubborn if you want, if you think giving up right now is the best choice you have, then go and give up, and don’t ask around again about people opinions.
Be confident with yourself. But if you’re unsure, why don’t give a time to yourself to reflect everything and ask forgiveness first. Then, go and ask Him in your prayer. You always know He knows the best for you. Why ignore His existence?
If you have friends around who do not appreciate you much, let go. Be kind to yourself and be kind to people around you. Don’t forget to be kind to unkind people. I know it’s hard but try. If you think you had enough, don’t stop it. Let yourself have a good rest. Get a distance for a moment, yes a moment and not forever. It’s okay if people don’t appreciate you, it’s okay. Because those people who you think don’t appreciate you is the people who you care.
Am I wrong? Think again. There are some people you help involuntary/voluntary and those people you’re not close but they will appreciate you more than ever. Your small act make them remember you. So why need to stop be kind to others?
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle – Socrates
Live your life. Appreciate everything that you have now 🙂