siapakah aku?

kalau aku adalah seekor burung, aku adalah seekor burung hitam kecil yang terbang sendiri, tidak pernah dalam kawanan. kalau aku adalah sejemput awan, aku adalah gumpalan kelabu yang sugul di tengah langit membiru. kalau aku adalah sehelai daun, aku adalah dedaun kering yang akhirnya diinjak orang dan gering terbaring. kalau aku adalah seekor ikan, aku […]

hermosa puesta de sol

oh madre estoy sufriendo mama abrazame abrázame fuerte no puedo aguantar más todo esta borroso y luego siento un toque suave es mi madre ella es un ser suave como una seda ella me susurra “estoy aquí bebé. puedes dejarlo todo ahora” “No estarás enojada conmigo si voy, mamá?” susurré debajo de mi aliento “No […]

How I Take Care of Myself

Hello. It’s been a while. So the pandemic has been long enough as for me, as for everyone else who has been staying home either on their own or with their family. But majority have isolated ourselves and have our own ways of coping mentally, physically and emotionally. This year has been different to the […]

Letter to my Future Self

Hello Future Self, I’m your Past Self when you’re reading this letter. I made it for you. Its 20 June 2020 and its 1.37 am. I cant sleep. I’m excited on counting days getting married to one I love the most. Most night thinking I cant wait to spend time with him, I even made […]

jumpa lagi

Satu lagi. Satu lagi yang mati. Bunuh diri. Bunuh. Diri. Sekeping duit berwarna hijau dihulur kepada apek tauke kedai, harga untuk senaskhah akhbar dan setin pepsi. Bakinya yang beberapa sen itu tidak diambil. Dia mengangkat muka dari ruangan hiburan yang dibacanya dan mengangguk sebagai tanda bahasa yang paling mudah; terima kasih dan saya pergi dulu, […]

pekak, buta, bisu

Pekak. orang-orang ini tidak mendengarkanku apa orang-orang ini pekak atau aku yang wujud tanpa bunyi? tapi aku tak bisu aku bicara pakai huruf dan bunyi seperti mereka seperti manusia mustahil mereka tak mendengarnya kalaupun, aku bisu mereka itu yang buta! aku telah menangis di tepi mereka dengan esak yang kuat sampai mataku menyala merah saga […]

14-06-2020

aku selalu rasa buntu tak kena waktu. kadang rasa lost padahal aku tak tahu apa sebenarnya yang buat aku rasa macam ni. banyak benda-benda yang seriously aku tak tahu macam mana nak cerita atau kongsikan dengan sesiapa. benda ni semua ibarat kata-kata yang aku rasa terperangkap didalam kepala. harini aku rasa apa yang aku buat […]

Away

have you ever felt like the world crashing down? have you ever felt like curse yourself down? for something that’s not your fault but you feel like it’s your fault anyway   nothing is going your way so you push everyone away way way away further and further far away you can’t see them further […]

Almost Home

Maybe the road was too twisted, or could it be the ride that is too bumpy for us to hold on to? We made promises that are meant to be broken, we made love that was not passionate enough. I thought you were my forever, but you turned out to be my hardest goodbyes, I […]

future meets past

Dear Melur of 2020,   Writing this to you is for you to know how the world has become a greater good. First of all, I would like to say how grateful I am for you to survive the pandemic. I know being a kid must have stressed you out for not being able to […]

pep talk

I’m so  tired of  this MCO (CMCO). I don’t know if there’s a job opportunity actually waiting to call me just when the quarantine ends and all sectors open again and re-progress so the companies regain and stable again and open the job opportunities to many people who have been job-seeking and who lost their […]

Just a bestfriend

Dear you, Thanks for always having my back Thanks for always being there for me Thanks for always asking my whereabouts   Dear you, Thanks for listening to my problems Thanks for responding me like how I want to be responded Thanks for the attention given Thanks for the late night long hours of phone […]

i still think of you

i’m not sure whether this loneliness is because i was longing for you, or it just me that craved to be loved. our nameless relationship doesn’t have a conclusion. after all, i’m the one who left you on read. i felt like we didn’t need to bid a proper goodbye, since we had done that […]

Tumpang sekejap.

https://www.instagram.com/funkythriftstore/ Jemput singgah keruangan cuci mata. Bagi mereka yang berminat untuk menyelam bundle. Selam lah di Instagram ini, siapa tahu ada yang kamu perlu? 00 Pin 0

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