Hi Ma

I finally have the courage to post. 31-07-2019 I went to work like always, I had a weird feeling. I told my friend that I’m coming home late that day. I came to work and get most of my tasks done. At 12.48pm, my phone rang and it was my brother : ”Can you leave […]

lari

Aksara kosong yang dihembus, Memenuhi ruang, Bersama kabus nafas yang terbuang, Dalam sembang dan bayang-bayang. Terang yang malap, Memerangkap, Sunyi menyelinap, Kerana keramaian yang butuh dimakna, Dan dalam keperluan yang minta dipenuhi, Sayang saja masih juga berdiri sendiri. Berbeza frekuensi bicara, Tak berbalas, Malah membatas, Erat dan sempit, Melantun kembali menjadi soalan-soalan, Yang lelah diperjuangkan, […]

untitled

sometimes i look in the mirror and don’t see myself as a good person. i hurt myself, i shut everyone out when they get too close, sometimes i think i’m also selfish for taking care of my own heart. it hurts me to think that someone will look at me straight in the eyes and […]

Mamihlapinatapai

Maksud Mamihlapinatapai: Menurut definisi dari Internet (dan setelah diterjemahkan kepada bahasa Melayu oleh seorang penulis jalanan separuh masa yang kini berada di usia senja) boleh disimpulkan sebagai “suatu pandangan di antara dua insan, di mana kedua insan ini mengharapkan salah seorang daripada mereka untuk bertindak terhadap sesuatu yang mereka berdua inginkan, tetapi masing-masing tidak mahu […]

Waiting – Part XX

I am waiting for that day, when I can see your face again, right now I am in pain. When will I regain my happiness? I am forever in sadness. The hot, skinny latte I have not ordered, I could not be bothered. The new barista will not make it the same way you did, […]

Glassheart

I can’t heal the bleeding scars that once have been tortured and hurt, the pain will keep on hunting me. My solid heart turns into glass, fragile and with only just one life. You found a way, to break in and let blood flow through the twisted veins, make me alive again. Somehow I forgot […]

10 things i know that hurt

Feeling sad for no apparent reason hurts 10 times more than having actual reasons to cry about because at least, you can cry your hearts out until you’re immune to the sadness. Feeling drained during an outing with friends suck when you’re supposed to or expected to be happy after months of not seeing each […]

Berantakan

Detak jantung ini sudah retak, Dibuai kuatnya rasa resah, Seiring musnahnya harapan, Musnahnya sebuah perasaan, Menanti kapan tiba, Untuk membalut diri, Menunggu empat penjuru berbicara mesti, Tapi aku tak boleh pasti, Andai saat itu tiba, Sudah bersediakah diri ini, Kerana hidupku di bumi gegak gempita, Dirasuk nafsu perosak agama, Menghancurkan diri yang sudah sedia hina, […]

Love Yourself

Reading back the old posts, it’s been a year. Last year I was struggling finding permanent job. This year, 2020, alhamdulillah. I was confirmed as a permanent staff, I’m engaged and I have bought a house. Yet all these successful things I have done. But yet I still failed to do this one thing. I […]

2020

To me, it is a wonder As we get older We forget that our parents aren’t getting any younger either We always see them as the most capable people We’re always busy with our own life, with work That it blinded us that our time with them are so little That we always took it […]

Some thought.

How can someone leave when they used to promise; they will forever stay? After all If that’s your choice, nothings left I could ever say. Perhaps those good old days; won’t bother me anyway. I pray so that in the future, we’ll never had chance to cross the same way. +70 Pin 0

Ayah

Ketika takbir berkumandang di pagi yang mulia Rasa hiba tiba di dada Apabila ku dilayar ke arungan rindu Menitip bayangan samar wajahmu Titisan air mata Pipi kemerahan menahan sebak yang tiba Mengubah raut wajah kirana ibu Hatinya menjerit dihanyut rindu Sesungguhnya cinta Tuhan pada umat-Nya itu mulia Qada’ dan qadar yang dijanjikan Maha Berkuasa Kadangkala […]

Taste You Once

I taste your lips once, and I cant stop myself from wanting more. Sweet, warm and lovely, that’s all I can remember. From small talk, we locked eye to eye to a passionate kiss. I can still feel you in me. It ended too soon, without an opening or even closure. Your smell still linger […]

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