Opinion Needed Here

So my phone got stolen a few weeks ago. It was an iphone SE. My life circulates around that phone cuz when I’m on the go and things get hard, I would take a picture of anything. On the side note, I love taking picture. Taking random photos are my passion. I’m not good at […]

Need an opinion

So my phone got stolen a few weeks ago. It was an iphone SE. My life circulates around that phone cuz when I’m on the go and things get hard, I would take a picture of anything. On the side note, I love taking picture. Taking random photos are my passion. I’m not good at […]

Hold on to that love.

You know when you were in that depressive state, You think no one could ever ‘revived’ you, No one could ever make you happy. Not even your ex whom you still have feelings for. Nor your families. Nor your best friends. Nope. Not one. All you ever thought of Is how to live painlessly one […]

SECOND BEST

I should have realized this sooner. Should have noticed it earlier. I was always beside him, Probably that’s why I never catch it. I am always his second best. Or his alternate choice. Whenever he’s bored. Whenever he’s feeling down, and his girl is not there with him. Yeah, I realized now that I am […]

Did I pray too much?

I dreamed u talked to me for the second time now since we met at our friend’s 18th birthday last Friday. I rarely saw u in my dream ever since we left school, maybe once or twice, but never twice in a row. As much as I don’t want to believe that the person we […]

Tuhan tak marah aku kan?

These lately i’ve been thinking a lot about marriage. About me wanna get married. I have the urge of getting into marriage phase. Or maybe…. This is just a phase..? Or maybe because i saw people around me slowly upgrading their status from single to married, Then i wanted to changes my status too. I’m […]

Night Swim

I was taught to enter a swimming pool the same way I was taught to enter places of worship; with my right foot first. I dipped my right foot in and walked towards V. He was already in, his foot at ledge of where the waters were shallow. He was hesitant. It was too cold. […]

Comeback.

When bapak was still alive, i once told him that i wanted to go for a baking class. Join class buat kek. Then bapak disapprove. So i stop my passion for baking. I love to write. Because somehow writing allows me to be myself. But then, i hate my own writting. So i stop writting. […]

I’m just afraid

Day by day a fear grows intense . The fear to sleep and witness the same nightmare . The fear to eat and see yourself puking it out in the boy’s bathroom. The fear to try your best and ending up with a huge disappointment . Because of fear , we end up not trying […]

The least I can be is to be kind

I had a debate with the boyfriend, about me being ‘too kind’. He said that it’s fine to be kind, but not to the point that people pushes you around because of it. I get it, it’s a legit point. But I beg to differ. You see, I don’t consider myself a ‘good’ person. Not […]