Fix Me

I want to write something, I want to write again. But my words are always tainted with the memories of you; the memories of us. Everything from colours to weathers, flowers and places, my mind seems to enjoy wandering back to a memory – instead of writing something that doesn’t end with, “Why’d you have […]

escapism

Don’t hold onto me. Let me go. Won’t you? Let me fly and spread my wings. Away and away. Let my heavy soul wanders and lost. Don’t find me. I can always find my way back, If i want to, Not that I ought to. Let me find pieces of peace, that has been missing […]

Bukan Ikan Di Pasar

Terlalu tinggi darjat punca kau jadi keparat. Otak berkarat, hati hitam pekat. Baru berpangkat sudah rasa diri terlalu hebat. Boleh tentukan nilai seseorang pada mata kasar.. Bukan tengok pada dasar.. Hoi.. menilai orang bukan seperti memilih ikan di pasar.. Selam dalam dalam.. Kenal luar dalam Ini tidak. Tahunya cuma menganyam, menghantam tetapi mengaku Islam. Lupa, […]

Pesan Ibu

Ibuku sering berpesan.. Berhati-hati memilih teman, yang baik di hadapan belum tentu suci dalaman. Busuk hati, penuh dengan kebencian, ibarat gunting dalam lipatan. Madu ku beri penuh senyuman, dibalas racun di balik tangan. Selagi aku dianggap berkepentingan, silakan ambil kesempatan. Jangan nanti diambil tindakan, Jari kau tunding salahkan pendengaran, Padahal mulut tak henti menyebarkan. Yang […]

un-being.

How the hell do you tell someone that you have no desire to live? How to say that without having them feel shit in return? Listen here, whoever you are. Sympathy. i do not need pity. is there anyone who would understand? here, i am telling you. i do not want to live. i have […]

God Bless

I was born begging for God’s mercy, fear and love for all that is Holy, each day began praising Thee, and each day ends praying for He.   As I mature, fear grew into hatred, as men in tunics demand me to be wed, a child barely grown, yet groped and drowned by guilt.   […]

CONFUSED

I asked you.. did you give up on us, on our friendship? you said you didn’t. But you were a little a quieter lately. No more jokes no more calls no more fun anymore. I told you again and again, i want us to be happy, to have a normal conversation with anyone. you said […]

untuk LOL

Whenever i think that you guys will be away from me, i’m upset and teared up a lil bit. Being away from you means i’m losing of one of my comfort, safest place. In this unfriendly world, where everyone put a mountain height expectation on me, you guys basically have none. You expect nothing from […]

runaway moon

let me live in a skyless utopia, promise I’ll never wonder why the moon is quiet again; my friend, a painter, knows the crevices of stars like the back of her hand, still, knows no meaning of silence   which is to say I’ve wandered in search of the moon- glimpses of him in people […]

My happy vision

First dream We were always surrounded by people And we will run to each other whenever we are alone And we crave more time together We held hands, we joke around The smile we had was genuine It was a pure happiness I wish we were never apart   Second dream I sneak into your […]

sad short story

I was 10 when my teacher asked us to write a short story about our best friend. I looked at mine and smiled. I then wrote everything I knew about him. Once we’re done the teacher asked for volunteers to read our story out loud. My best friend went first. It was not about me. […]

kamu yang tak pasti

Masa lalu tidak boleh diubah. Titik. ‘Kalau’ sepatutnya tidak perlu digunakan untuk hal-hal yang sudah berlalu kerana ia membuang waktu dan memuruk kesal. ‘Kalau’ adahal kebarangkalian yang seharusnya dihidupkan maka gunakan ia sebaiknya untuk menciptakan keadaan yang lebih baik. ‘Kalau’ seharusnya menjadi cerminan usaha bukan kata-kata kesal percuma. Dalam kehidupan yang tidak boleh diputar saat […]

New Space

I am always longing for a fresh new start because honestly everything I do is never enough and how I wish I was good enough but I never will be. And at this point I’m not sure whether adulting is hard or being me is hard. I always found myself chasing for a new feeling […]

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